♥♪ჱL!fe Through My Eyes♥♪ჱ

Bidding goodbye, Cherishing the memories And blowing away the negatives… Leaving the past behind… Happy to be alive, Ready to face what tomorrow has in store! ♥

You held on to me so firmly, Yet your touch was so gentle. Your eyes pierced into mine.. While your breath slowly and softly mixed with mine. My senses soon drifted away, When you pressed your lips against mine And then We let our bodies unite, While you carried me slowly through the stairway of your love..! ♥ xoxo

I'm swaying away in your thoughts, And As the wind blows... It's as if you're trying to reach out to me. I feel your presence touch me lightly... It's so soft, That for once I almost believe it. But then, I realize That it's time I must accept, That you're gone And will never return! It's just the cold night... Trying to accompany me, As I try to wash away your memories. Once again, thanks RainBoy for reviewing :) You're amazing =) xoxo

Why is it that I always write sad stuff? Why is it that there's always a flow of negativity in me? Why is it that I always feel so lonely? Why is it that there is always a shadow cast over me? Why is it that I always let my past haunt me? Why is it that fear grips me again and again? Why is it that I'm afraid to fall in love? Why is it that I'm scared of rejection and being left alone? Why is it that whenever I see hope, I avoid it? Why is it that whenever I feel happiness around me, I find sorrow in it? Why am I so scared to face the truth? Why am I so scared to be me? Why do I keep running away? Why am I afraid to live once again?

When you're lonely, Think of good times... When you're scared, Think of your guardian angel, Holding you tight. When the bad times refuse to pass Be brave, And face it all.. In this maze of life Remember, There is always a way out... It's never the end of the world. I know the picture's pretty random. I clicked it during the summer, and I really like it...so I thought of posting it up =) Also, thanks RainBoy for giving me the title and for reviewing my work :) xoxo

Your hands move through my back, Our bodies pressed against each others... Our love is all we can breathe... Your presence is all I want to feel tonight! The picture's from the movie, ' P.S I Love You '. [One of my favorites] =) xoxo

* Lying in your arms, * And breathing in your love... * Kissing you softly * And making some love. * Feeling your heart beat close to mine, * Drowning in your warmth, * Covered in your love... * What more can I ask for! xoxo

I smile at the thought of you, And then... I cry to the fact that I'm not with you..

Slowly, We have outgrown from our fairy-tale lands, And today, we stand on the cross roads of our lives... Trying to digest the fact, that the real world is not as beautiful As the ones we were once told about. We have now been exposed to a world filled with choices... So many unknown paths have been opened in front of us, So many things we wish to try out... But, We are bonded and restricted, Because of our confused minds and hearts... So many dreams we want to fulfill, But, When shared- We are called silly. Parents on one side, peers on the other, An unbalanced support we get, And in the end, It all leads us to nowhere... And, Once again we are back to the crossroads, Confused which path to choose. So many thoughts, just waiting to come out, So many questions are filled in our minds... But, In this busy life which we have been imposed with, We are forced to swallow back our dreams And follow a path which we are told to take! We all want to spread out our wings, And fly... Fly higher ...

As each day passed I wished there was something I could do... As the time ticked away, I couldn't face the fact that you had to go. When I lay in your arms, And when your scent filled me up... When you looked me in the eye, And when our lips touched, ...I wished the world could come to a standstill, I wished you didn't have to go. But, The days passed, You had to go. You bid me goodbye And now you are, miles and miles away from where I lie! Every moment I spent with you, Are very alive in my heart. I can still feel your gentle touch I can still feel your breath lift me up, When I close my eyes and hope for the time to pass... When I wait for you to come and tell me That you love me and will always do! xoxo

People come and go, But very few stay till the end... That I now know. Promises are made by many, But hardly any are kept. In this path of life, Nobody really holds our hand... That I now know. We gotta find our own way, Our dreams we must fulfill on our own.. People try to put us down, They pretend to care. Nothing lasts forever... That I now know xoxo

Your warmth, The way you touch. Your tender kiss, The way you look into my eyes, So deep... I'll never forget, They are all a part of me now! xoxo

I can see you looking at me, And I very well recognize that look... Your eyes speak a lot, And I know I got what you want! I see you scanning me up and down, Right from across the bar. When our eyes meet, I see you proceed... And, When you approach And pull me to the dance floor, I know it's time to have some fun! Your hands slide around my waist, your heavy breath I feel on my neck, With our bodies pressed against each other. And, As the night passes... Slowly, We give in to one another. xoxo

A young heart, Yet a broken one... Filled with guilt, Mixed up emotions.. Trapped with fear. Not knowing what to do, Don't know what to feel, Mistakes of the past Not letting her live. A life build up with lies, Won't let her go. Wanting someone to hold on to... But betrayals of the past, Cling onto her... Leaving her, Unable to trust. All alone.

Out Of My Dream World... Up And Out... To Make Those Dreams Come True••*

I want to close my eyes, And drift away in your memories... And when I open my eyes, I want to find you here, By my side... Close to me ♥

Holding hands we walk in the rain, Silent promises we make to one another... ♥

Slowly, he inches forward And leans over me. He looks into my eyes And I just can't look away. His hands slide around my waist, And slowly, his grip tightens. I hold onto him, but deep down... I want to get away. He kisses me softly, I can feel him in me, His scent fills me up, His warmth touches my heart. He holds me tightly, And kisses me on my forehead. I want to speak up, But I'm filled with guilt. I know I'm lying and I want to confess. I remind myself, that I have no rights to play with his heart. I want to tell him everything, even if it means I'll loose him... But instead, I lean on his shoulder and hold him tight, I love him, but the guilt eats me up...

So much to say, So much to write… So much to express, So much to do, But so little time! So many thoughts, I long to express… So many feelings, I can’t wait to pen down. So many wishes, I long to fulfill… Endless things I want to do, But time flies, And leaves its imprint behind With a pinch of regret, That strikes me hard And leaves me, not knowing what to do!

From a curious little child, To today a girl of fifteen... My wishes have changed, But I continue to dream. The only difference is, I don't want to be Cinderella, I don't want to bathe with my barbie dolls, I don't see stars as magic balls, And now I know that there's no Wee Wiley Winky hidden in my house! As time changed, So did it change me. The lollipop days have gone, But the sweetness remains... And, It still brings a smile to my face, And sometimes I want to re-live the times When I would stare at a balloon with my eyes open wide!

Hi Guys!! I know I'm been away for so long. I've just been totally busy with school and other stuff :) But here I am now. :) Hope you've all been good! Sweet Dreams... Hush a by baby Sleep with your broken heart. He does not care, So learn to get out of the pain! It pricks, I know, But he never loved you. Close your eyes And rock by. Cry, but he won't hear. Even if your tears flow, He won't be near.. So, let go! Hush a by baby. You have to let the love go. I know it's hard... But you have to, you need to. Take it all as a nightmare. It's over, It's gone. It has passed. Now leave the shadows and walk on. Take a deep breath, Move out of the cover and make a new start! Think of good things And have a sweet dream! Hush a by baby, Leave all the worries to the sky above. The stars are twinkling on you, So don't you cry, don't you worry. Just close your eyes And have a sound sleep of angels and fairies. ♥

Sometimes you're good to me, Sometimes you turn your back on me. Sometimes you say that you care, Sometimes you just walk away. Sometimes you're sweet to me, Sometimes I see hatred in your eyes. Sometimes you hold me close just like before, Sometimes you push me away. Sometimes you call and talk for hours, Sometimes you ignore my calls and tell me not to disturb. Sometimes you're all calm, Sometimes you yell. Sometimes you say that you still love me, Sometimes you say that it's all over and there is no turning back! Sometimes everything's perfect, just like before. Sometimes it's all broken apart; I am unable to mend! It hurts, Cause I don't know what you want from me My broken heart just can't stop bleeding Cause you pop in and out all the time. Sometimes I wish you'd walk just walk away And leave me forever. Sometimes I wish you'd hold me close And be with me forever. But most of the times, I just wanna go back and make things fine between the ...

Have you ever seen the way I look at you? Have you ever noticed me blushing when you smile at me? Have you ever noticed how quite I go when we're all alone? Have you seen that shine in my eyes when you look at me? Have you ever noticed how I always try to look good when you're there? Have you ever seen how upset I get when you leave? There are so many such feelings I have for you, But how to express them, that I don't know! Cause you are with her, And my feelings don't count. But, Have you ever felt That there's a special place in my heart for you? And have you ever realized that my heart longs to be loved by you?

You’re kicked out. The doors of my heart have closed for you. You made me throw away the key And now I don’t need you. You made me cry You played with my heart. You tore me apart, While you went out Living your dreams! I was such a fool To think you loved me. My heart must me weak Cause your sweet fake talks melted me. You pretended to love me And when you got bored, You left and dumped me Like a piece of thrash! You put the blame on me Said I was a liar. You said all kinds of shit You treated me like crap. Yes, I cried. I was a fool to do so. Cause I should have known you were fake Your love was a lie I was a fool to believe you all this time! But don’t we say, love is blind? But now I’m done with it. I’m back and up on my feet. I’m happy you left I’m happy you opened my eyes. I’m a new me and I so don’t need you. I’m better off without you. My life is too beautiful For letting a guy like you ruin it! I’m not crying over you. You haven’t won yet. You said, Time ...

Lost Soul Lonely Dreamer Quite Thoughts Drifting Away UN-NOTICED

For a very special friend :) Nishit here's the post I promised :) Hope you like it :p Don't feel scared or lonely. I'm right here so don't you worry. Just give me a call and pour your heart out, I'll listen to you till you haven't calmed down. I'm not there with you, But my heart lies in your happiness. For a great friend like you, I can give away my life. So just close you're eyes And let your mind be clear. I'll hold you close And vanish away your fears.. Just feel me close, And you will be fine. Trust me, And you'll know you're fine... ********************************************

I’m lonely. Will you comfort me? I’m scared. Will you wrap your arms around me? I’m lost. Will your eyes guide me? I need you. Will you believe me? I love you. Will you come back to me? Hey Guys! I know I'm writing just dark stuff nowadays, but I've got some happy ones coming up soon :) So bear with it till then :p Also, a great friend of mine has stated blogging and he rocks. So do check out his space. He's crazy :) But he's a great buddy of mine, and your comments will really get him to write more cause his work is worth an appreciation :) His link is http://dreamsgetbizzare21.blogspot.com/ Thanks Nishit for being there for me :) You totally rock! Take Care guys! I'll be back soon with better stuff :) *Hugzz*

Left alone to face this pain, Yes, you left me... Left me alone With a heavy heart, Ready to break, I watched you turn your back on me And walk away. You didn't give me a chance, All my explanations you just didn't hear, You were not ready for anything, You just walked away... And I just saw you disappear. Left with a mind and a heart With just no feelings or emotions, Just the tears flowed; Only the chills passed through me... I was left dumb stricken, Yes, I was left alone by you. While you walked away, After shattering my heart. I watched you become one With the darkness; I watched you disappear. I watched my love leave me Forever.

Beat. Rhythm… Pump it. Pop it. Lock it. Drop it… Shake it. Keep moving. Let it all down… Let it all out… Dim lights. Open heart. Shake it all off… Let it all pass. Cause you have one life. Live it with no regrets!

Things have changed, We both know they have. We have drifted away, It’s visible… So why hide the patch we have built, In our hearts for each other… It’s not like before any longer, We can both see it, The love is fading away So, why deny? We thought we were perfect for each other, But maybe we’re just not meant to be together! Nobody’s to blame, Cause we were both mistaken. I care for you, And I know you do too. But we just don’t click together, It’s a fact and you know it too. I can’t take it any longer, This fakeness has been going on since long. I can no longer see that shine in your eyes, And I can no longer feel my heart beat with yours. Maybe it’s just temporary, Maybe we just need to get away. Stay away from each other for a little while, And see what happens. I know you feel trapped, It’s the same here… The only difference is, You don’t speak up. But trust me, I know what your eyes speak, I recognize the hidden feelings you keep within. They say, ‘Set your love free’! And that...

Hey Guys :) Okay, I have been staring at my laptop screen with word open since the past two hours but I just can't seem to write anything :( The words fail to come out!! I so hate it!! Anyways, I'm listening to this amazing song by Kid Cudi called Day n Night. Check it out if you've got nothing to do like me :) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EUvbrY_ec60 The music is amazing and if you're a dance freak like me, you'll just be dying to switch off all the lights, and dance :) Yep, that's what I wanna do right now! Dancing gives me this intense happiness which I think nothing can ever give me! I can dance anywhere and at anytime :) So...any of you wanna join me? :p Blunt Uncle, are you young enough to show me your hip hop skills :D Alright, today I wanna introduce you to two of my best friends on blogspot who make me smile all the time! Blunt Edges[Uncle] and Rain Boy ! Both of you totally rock my blogsphere :) Thank You for your amazing comm...

1st May 2009. Do you remember this day? We cut the cake at your house and then we went to US pizza. It was your birthday. You were crying cause he didn’t call. I was telling you it’s all right. Do you remember? Do you remember how close we used to be right from the beginning? We hardly knew each other that time and yet we used to tell each other everything! Funny, isn’t it? How we trust people so easily and blindly! I bet you’re regretting it now. I gifted you pink colored glares. I sometimes wonder if you still have them! And I made you a card. I guess you don’t have that still! But if you do, can you feel the hidden feelings I had sealed in it for you? Let’s get back to 18th April ’09. Lounge 9. Yes, that was where we met for the first time. You asked me if you were fat. I said no. I didn’t lie. Trust me. I never did. Not to you! Remember CCD? I was upset. I had fought with my mum. You were upset too. Remember how we used to forget our worries just trying to make each ot...

Hey Guys. I'm so sorry for not posting for so long. I had gone camping and I just got back. So..for a change, I have a story here :) And not a poem! Hope you like it! ************************************************************************************* When I turned thirteen, I looked at the girls around me and I was so confused. They were all into wearing skirts, putting lip-gloss (I remember, strawberry flavor was totally in), talking about boys, giggling for no reason, applying sweet perfume and reading fashion magazines. In class, they would always put their one leg above the other, and expose their clean legs for the guys to stare at. The guys however were busy chewing gum, talking about Spiderman, soccer and playing pranks on the teachers. They always considered the girls ‘snobbish’. I was glad, considering the fact that I hated the idea of wearing skirts and such flowery clothes. I would always tie up my hair, wear a tee, jeans and sneakers, and go to school. Ben...

Behind everybody’s smile, There is sadness. Behind everybody’s ‘I’m fine’, There’s heartache. Behind everybody’s craziness, There’s fear. Behind all of us, There’s a dark shadow. It pulls us down, Leaves us helpless. When we get torn, It’s laughs! It is wicked, It likes to see us give up. Well, that’s life! Nasty, unpredictable and a scare ride! It’s a path through the dark. It snatches every caring person away from us. It leaves us alone with our shadow, It feels glad when we are scared! It waits for us to give up. It waits for us to turn back and cry. It waits for us to loose all faith, And when we do, it sinks us completely… But if we try, If we fight and cross the dark path… It gets torn, And gives us a change to walk in peace. If we accept the loneliness And walk all alone, It shows us the light… And gives us hope. The end gets nastier. But if ...

We sleep on the sand, The water plays with our toes. The stars shine above us, While the summer breeze blows. There’s no one else around, The waves come to greet us again and again. I lie in your arms, You kiss me softly on my head. You hold my hand, I lie on your chest. You smell of the ocean’s water… Salty and warm. You play with my hair, While I sleep on your lap. You guide me, you watch over me You’re my pillow and my blanket. You run your hands through my wet hair, You kiss me again and again… You hold me close And whisper that you love me. Everything is perfect, Until I open my eyes and find myself on my bed. You’re not here…you never were… The only salty thing around me is my tear! My hair is not wet, There are no stars around. The only voice I hear is my mums. I realize it was all another dream Which I know can never come true Cause just yesterday, You proposed to my best friend On the very beach I wanted to be with you!

The cold night, The look of your eyes, The touch of your hand, Your breath on my neck… The chilly breeze, Your arms around me tight, The softness of your voice, The feel of your heart beating with mine… Those silly jokes you crack, Those romantic songs you sing. The way you carry me in your arms Sweeping me off my feet And taking me to a world I never want to leave! Wink♪♫

You may say I’m crazy You may take me as a tramp. You may consider me mean, But at least I am who I really am! I don’t pretend, I don’t live a fake life, I’m an open me. Like me? Then good for you! Your wrong judgments won’t put me down. Your views towards me won’t change the person I am! So, save your mind for somebody else, Cause this is how I am And I love the way I live! Wink♪♫

Bad memories I have so many That they haunt me all the time, They don’t let me rest in peace Every thought brings me back to my past deeds. I sit alone and feel scared, The chills of bonded lies don’t leave me alone. Whenever I look into the mirror, I hate the person I see. Not knowing what to do, I’m lost and filled with guilt. It’s all eating me from the inside It has finally broken my heart, And I am unable to mend. The broken pieces still beat With every memory that sparks within… I feel like tearing myself apart, I feel like screaming and running away from it all. I risked life, played with it. Now I have to deal with the consequences Cause it’s too late to turn back. No matter how many tears I cry, No matter how badly I hate myself. I have lost and now my past runs my life! -Wink♪♫

Put your hands around my waist, Let me lean on you, Let me feel your breath Let me feel your heart beat with mine. Look into my eyes And only listen to the music playing behind. Let the beat capture your mind, Let me capture your soul. Put your one feet forward And then let the other join. Tighten your grip around me And just follow me around the dance floor. Breathe into my neck Hold me tight, Feel free And shake along with me. Don’t look around, Cause it’s just me My moves, my soul… Breathe into my hair, Feel those lights beaming into you. Match with my moves, Spin me around and round. Let the music get into you, Let the beats make us one Hold me. Hug me. Kiss me. Don’t let go of me… Cause it’s a beautiful night, With just you and me Sorry Guys But My Dance Obsession Will Never Go :) Love, Wink♪♫