Drenched

Hiding under these wings on loneliness,
My skin of life I have drenched with my tears.
I don't dare to look up,
I lie still in my world of heart aches and pain.

My eyes are afraid to blink,
I can't hear anyone call my name.
The door of love in my heart is locked...
It's just me with a cover of sorrow.

I lie awake in the dark,
I want to scream, but no words come out.
My lips are numb and dry with fear,
I no longer no what is happening here.

My hands are cold with blood on them.
Blade marks are all over my body
But, it all has no effect on me.
I've become so uneven to the pain
I have become all that I had dreaded, would happen to me.

I fought and got up every time life played with me.
All those aches I lived with in my heart.
I did not let go of myself,
But now...
I'm helpless, these wings of loneliness I no longer can fight...

Moments With You

Looking at you from a distance,
Your hands inside your jeans pocket
With a bag-pack hanging loose behind.

I hide and settle down my hair,
Then I come out to find you smiling at me.
Your messy hair falls on your face,
And slowly you slide your hands around my waist!

I've never had such a feeling,
Never felt as safe as when I am with you.
Just those three words from your mouth
Makes my heart melt...
Oh! I feel so warm and true

Those silly games we play with our fingers.
Those serious talks we have with our heads close,
Those chilling and breath taking moments we have
When our lips touch...

...That
When I'm not with you
I feel so lost and incomplete.
Just want you to hold me close,
Just want to be with you

I’m sorry for being so bad.
I really didn’t mean to hurt you mum.
I’m sorry for giving you so much trouble,
I’m sorry,
Because of me you had to suffer.

You have sacrificed so much for me.
You gave up so much for my happiness.
I’m sorry for letting you down mum.
I feel terrible for all the bad I have done.

When I’m angry,
You sit besides me for hours.
When I’m sad,
You hold me close,
Saying you understand.

When I don’t find my things,
I shout on you.
You leave whatever you are doing
And help me find my things.

You don’t watch T.V
Just cause my serial’s going to come.
You stick by and watch my teenage shows
Trying to get a clue,
Maybe you’ll get to know something about my lifestyle.

When we go shopping together,
You first let me select.
Later you shop for yourself,
Only if your choice fits your budget.

You don’t say a word
When I play the rap music you hate.
Even if your head hurts,
You pretend you like it all so that I don’t get upset.

When I’m angry on somebody and take out my anger on you,
You listen.
But when you do the same,
I bang doors on your face.

You do so much for me.
You’ve given up everything to fulfill my demands.
You hide all your pain, and smile…
While your heart is rotting inside.

I know I’ve hurt you mum.
I know I’ve been so mean and selfish.
I’m sorry for all the trouble I’ve been giving,
But I love you, even though I never show.

I try mum.
I’m really trying to change.
It may just take a little time,
So please don’t get upset and trust me,
In sometime,
I’ll be the best daughter alive.

*Star Light*

With my ear plugs in my ears,
I stand in my balcony in the winter night.
As the wind blows, I feel cold.
But I still stand bare feet,
Feeling the chill strike me hard…

It’s so strong,
I can almost feel it deep in my heart.

It’s all dark outside.
The moon is half hidden behind a cloud.

I stare at the single star out in the sky.

While all the others are hiding,
Not showing their light.

This little thing is brave,
It’s out in the cold…
Maybe it is scared, but it’s still out
Showing some hope.

I tap my fingers as the music plays,
I hug my knees and cuddle up in the corner.
I hear the clock struck one,
But my heart shows no notion of going inside
In the warm.

I sit in the corner,
And look at that star.

My body is numb
But my heart
Wants to be a companion to that brave thing
That is out there in the cold air.

I want to be with that star,
Because I know what it is like
When you have to stand alone…
When everybody leaves you and goes into the warm.

200th Post :) (: [Dedicated To All Who Read It]

All my creativity, imaginations, memories and dreams I wrote on sheets of paper,

And then one day I decided to share my inner feelings.

My dad got me to join Blogspot,

And today I’m here writing my 200^th post!

Blogspot is now like a home to me.

When I don’t know what to do,

I post, I read, I comment and I learn about other lives.

I love reading your feed backs,

You’re all so kind and nice.

Thanks to all of you who comment,

You really make me smile

When I’m all lost and upset,

You all treat me like a little princess

With your comments that say,

‘Are you really fourteen, girl?’

Deeps, whose wondering what’s up with my profile picture…

Chocolate lover, who I think is a girl like me…

Sulagna D, whose so very sweet to me,

Bella, a cute blogger friend,

And Uncle Jack, who really shows me hope.

Sawan’s awards

Tara’s sweet comments…

I love you all so much,

Thank you for noticing me.

I freak out when I see a new follower,

If I ever be a writer,

Trust me,

My book’s gonna be dedicated to all of you,

(If I ever think of publishing one :D)

Thanks to Yellow Tulip, Pramoda D…

And all the others.

Hope you all keep commenting on my work,

And I hope we keep in touch!

Have a great day :)
Take Care!
Lots of ♥,
W!nk ♪♫

**Girl Time**

I've been awarded!!
Yep, thanks a lot Sawan. I'm so glad you like my blog!!! ;)
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Here's my award !!! MuaaHhh!! ♥♥

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Today, I'd also like to award some rocking girls I've come across on blogspot.
(Boys please don't get upset. Next time, I'll have something for you too :) )
I was doodling about in Paint and so I drew an award for some really sweet girls :)
Hope you like it :D

And, this award goes to....
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Pramoda- http://yedilmangemore.blogspot.com/
Chocolate Lover- http://chocolatychocolatelover.blogspot.com/
Yellow Tulip- http://nanyellowtulip.blogspot.com/
Sulagna- http://sulagnablogs.blogspot.com/
Tara (Thanks for your regular comments even though I miss out on your blog) - http://mylittlefashionfinds.blogspot.com/

You girls rock. Thanks for your lovely comments. Love Yah!! ♥♥♥

Take Care!!
Guys, the next post's gonna be for you :D
Buh-Bye!

W!nk ♪♫

~*~*~*~

Sit outside on the porch,
And watch the stars shine.
Plug your ears
And listen to the songs you love.
Sing alone,
Tap your feet to the tune.
Dream about everything you ever wish you could be.
Imagine and let the breeze play with your hair,
If you see a shooting star, believe…
And make a wish.
Forget the bad,
Let there be just peace…
Have faith in yourself for one night.
Make it your night.
Live it tonight.

Photography :)

Gangsta...Rapsta X(

Couldn't Make This Pik Straight. Dunno Why. Love My Bands :)

**Cosy**

Sunny And Me :)

Drowning In Nature's Beauty...


A Walk To Remember!

Out On A Sunny Afternoon

Kick !

Crazy Obsession With My Fingers :P

Bored In The Interval Of A Movie.

I Love This One :)

Sunny And Me Again..

♥♥

Was experimenting with my nails :)

My T-shirt :S

My sister and my fingers ♪♫

Friends Forever :D ♥♥
That's my T-shirt print :)


T-shirt print again !! :P



Hey Guys.
I was just a little bored with posting so many poems, so I thought of posting some pictures :)
I love random photography!!
Hope you like them.
Also, A Very Happy Diwali to all you Indians :)
Take Care People!!
xoxo
W!nk ♪♫

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I will never forget you

Two years ago,
You waved at me from your car window.
I ran behind you,
Till I fell down.

Whenever I passed your house,
I felt so lonely.
But I knew you'd come back
Just like you promised.

Your locker was taken.
Your bench was occupied,
I had a new lab partner
Who was so sick!

I'd go under our tree,
And look at our pictures.
So many dreams we had seen together,
And your parents just washed them away.

I watched Peter Pan all alone.
My Saturdays were so dull.
I didn't feel like going to any parties,
I just stuck to your memories.

I wrote so many mails to you.
But my inbox showed no trace of you.
I called at your granny's,
But a dead line was what I got.

My birthday,
Was when I was expecting you to call.
I stayed up the whole night,
But you washed away my hopes.

Your parents always said that I was bad company.
They never approved of me.
But I always loved you.
You were my best friend...
How could you let go?
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Found your granny's address in mum's diary
And I knew I had to go.
When I heard about what had happened,
I couldn't even cry.

She said your family met with an accident
Before two years.
You all passed away,
Even before you could see New York.

She said you survived for a few days,
But then your condition got worst,
And left you with no option.

She also told me
That you loved me.
You told her I was your life.
And you said you were sorry for breaking your promise.

I felt as if I was dying,
When your granny took me to your grave.
I sat down besides you
And wrote you this letter...
Hoping my feelings reach you,
One day.

I love you,
And I always will.
You taught me to believe in myself,
You taught me to live.

And now I'm going to live,
To fulfill the dreams we saw,
Together.
I will be strong,
And I won't let you down,
Ever!
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I Got This Feelin... :D

I've always felt this thing,
When you look into my eye...
When you smile...
When our hands touch,
I get this amazing feeling
From deep within.

I can't help turning red
When you say my name.
I want to hear you say that
Again and again.
I don't feel like blinking my eyes
When you're around.
I don't want to miss a moment
Of not seeing you.

I spend hours in front of the mirror,
Every time I meet you,
I want to look different.
I want you to say that I'm beautiful
Each and everyday.
You sweep me off the ground,
I think I'm crazy for you!

When I told my friends about how I feel,
They just teased me
And I went even more red.
Mum says it's teenage!

I don't care what this is,
All I know is,
I want to feel this way forever.
I want you to freeze.
I want you to keep saying my name.
I want to play with your hair,
I want to watch you surf in the sea.
Lastly,
I want you to feel the same about me.

HerO ♪♫ : Inspired by the song Hero By Enrique

He gently walks upon the stage
Lifts his guitar and looks around.
Pulls the mike towards him
All the lights glowing at his face.
It sends a chill down my spine.
He smiles at me
And winks his eye.
And when the lights go dim..
And everything's quite.
He says,
'This one's for you.'
And I know what he means.

I stand as close to the stage as I can.
Even though it's dark,
I know he's looking at me when he sings.
He sings our song,
He sings Hero.
He is my Hero!

And when the song ends
The lights are bright again.
He walks up to me and carries me to the stage.
He sits on his knees and takes a ring out of his pocket.
'Can I be your Hero?' He asks
And I don't know what to say.

My heart jumps up in joy,
The crowd is invisible to me.
'Yes', I say softly
And let him slide the ring down my finger.
He holds me close in his arms
Looks deep into my eyes.
And when he touches my lips,
I really do tremble!
If you haven't heard this song, then do listen to it. It's amazing.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FmLKhn-3IkQ

Take Care!
xoxo

DrEaM CoMe TruE..

I’d given up on everything until you came by.
Didn’t believe in love, till you showed me what it’s like!

You dried my tears, made me smile.
Showed me that life is actually nice.

You held my hand
And walked with me when I was happy.

You lifted me in your arms
And made me cross the barriers of my life.

You made me believe in myself,
Took away my fear of dreaming.

Your presence is so warm,
In your arms I feel so safe and sound.

It’s so easy to be myself when I’m with you…
I leave my worries behind,
Cause being with you is the best thing I know.

When I’m sad, you sing me those funny songs of yours.
You cup my face in your hands and tell me
It’s all right. It’s okay.

When I shout on you,
You sit and listen.
And when I’m done,
You hold my hands and kiss me gently on my palm.

Sometimes, I wonder how you stick by me.
Even after I’m so mean to you.

You do so much for me,
And in return, I just holler at you.

I love thinking about you,
You make me feel so alive.

When I am with you,
It’s like a dream come true…


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