Have You Ever...

Have you ever seen the way I look at you?
Have you ever noticed me blushing when you smile at me?

Have you ever noticed how quite I go when we're all alone?
Have you seen that shine in my eyes when you look at me?

Have you ever noticed how I always try to look good when you're there?
Have you ever seen how upset I get when you leave?

There are so many such feelings I have for you,
But how to express them, that I don't know!

Cause you are with her,
And my feelings don't count.

But,
Have you ever felt
That there's a special place in my heart for you?

And have you ever realized that my heart longs to be loved by you?

Comments

  1. adMay 30, 2010 at 10:50 AM

    ohhh.....dats so sad......
    dont worry if he's d one 4 u den he will understand ur feelings ......
    good luck.....

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  2. JackMay 30, 2010 at 10:53 AM

    Juhi,

    Feelings of being neglected penned very emotionally and effectively. However if he does not see all this and is with someone else, then he does not deserve a nice & loving girl like you. You deserve someone who cares for you.

    Take care

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  3. Blunt EdgesMay 30, 2010 at 11:14 AM

    n have u ever noticed the many others around u who love u n care 4 your well being :)

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  4. Suhina :)May 31, 2010 at 12:43 AM

    you know, yet again, your poem made me think, these are just the basic questions which occour all the tim,e but they're always there, and it's wonnderful how you mentioned it. :)

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  5. UnknownMay 31, 2010 at 6:48 AM

    What bluntu said is ryt.
    Just open up and u will cum to knw the immense luv around u.
    Notice is the word..

    Cheers

    Nuts

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  6. Pramoda MeduriMay 31, 2010 at 7:42 AM

    wow juhi, amazing ang touching question compared to ur age..:)..nice to know ur emotions deeper..:)

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  7. Sakhi.May 31, 2010 at 9:19 AM

    and have YOU ever noticed how good u can write wen sad?!! :D
    good one!

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  8. rainboyMay 31, 2010 at 3:06 PM

    You're trying to find love outside
    ...find it inside.

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  9. Devils Plaything...June 1, 2010 at 3:31 AM

    Nice one!
    M in loVe with it:)

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