Sunday, April 4, 2010
Bad memories I have so many
That they haunt me all the time,
They don’t let me rest in peace
Every thought brings me back to my past deeds.
I sit alone and feel scared,
The chills of bonded lies don’t leave me alone.
Whenever I look into the mirror,
I hate the person I see.
Not knowing what to do,
I’m lost and filled with guilt.
It’s all eating me from the inside
It has finally broken my heart,
And I am unable to mend.
The broken pieces still beat
With every memory that sparks within…
I feel like tearing myself apart,
I feel like screaming and running away from it all.
I risked life, played with it.
Now I have to deal with the consequences
Cause it’s too late to turn back.
No matter how many tears I cry,
No matter how badly I hate myself.
I have lost and now my past runs my life!