Friday, October 31, 2008


You don't need to worry,
No more sorrows you'll behold;
Just hold my hand and flow along...
Cause I'm gonna fly you away,
Away from the pain you keep inside,
Away from all that hurts you...
All you gotta do is,
Close your eyes...
Trust me,
And fly along!

Thursday, October 30, 2008


Getting back to the past,
Let me tell you how it was;
The blue shirt of yours...
With the heart taking axe deo...
The scar below your drunken eyes,
To that puppy smile of yours...

Trust me!
I must confess,
You took my breath away!

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

The ()ther ()ne

It’s so different being with you,

The feeling of you is so not like before…

It’s like you don’t care anymore…

Like you don’t know I’m there!

Your smile, your talks…

It’s all so different,

They speak a thousand lies,

This brings a tear to my eyes.

You’re hiding something,

I know you are…

Are you scared to tell me what’s wrong?

Cause I’m feeling that shiver in me.

Stop treating me like this,

Cause I know what’s wrong with you.

I just wanna hear it from you,

So that my heart can trust my thoughts.

She’s pretty…

I know that you like her.

Two hours together with her everyday,

And not a single minute with me!

Move on if you want,

Go ahead with her…

But do tell me all this yourself,

Cause my heart is not ready to believe my thoughts!

Sunday, October 26, 2008

Speak Y()ur Heart ()ut

Loneliness…it’s scary to be alone. It’s hard to see others happy when you’re going through something bad…something sad. It’s like passing through a dark tunnel, all alone! And at that time, you’re just hoping for a helping hand to cling on to. All you want is someone who will listen to you and will stick to you when you’re broken. But ‘emo’ is something which is created by us. I know, it’s really heart breaking when you’re upset and no one knows about it. And, loneliness is carried by frustration, and that’s not good either. Some times, people tend to do things which they never mean to when they are angry. And, so…loneliness leads us to so many things indirectly, which can really prove to be bad for us. We should all learn to speak our hearts out, open up without fear. It really feels good when you’re not the only one who knows what you’re going through. One can always talk their hearts out to their friends, sisters, brothers and even to their mothers. Sometimes, our family members can also be our best friends. Self confidence is also very important to come out from the darkness which holds us tightly. It’s not like you’re the only one who has problems in life. There are many more. But you see, it depends on us. It’s on how we handle our problems. Problems and sadness will keep coming on one’s way, but one must learn to ignore them and move on with his/hers life. So, one must mix about and learn to come out from their shells. Being emo is not good…it just leads us to worst things…directly or indirectly!
“Get Rid Of Loneliness…Speak Your Hearts Out!”

Saturday, October 25, 2008

Friday, October 24, 2008

D() You Exist?!

I wish I could hide in your arms,

Place my head on your lap...
And cry my sorrow out.
But where are you?
Cause I can't see you!

They say you're there.
They tell that you care.
But it's hard to believe them...
Cause I can't feel you in here.

They say that you watch,
They say that we're your children.
But it's hard to believe them,
Cause my life's still a drag.

I don't know if you're true.

I can't tell that I trust you...
I just follow what they are doing,
And try to believe in you.

Even if you don't exist,

I love to talk to you...
I can't sense you around...
But I wanna bury my head in your arms!

Thursday, October 23, 2008

Feel Me

I jus wanna hold you close,
And feel your breath on my face.
Just wanna feel that touch of yours,
And bury my head in your arms.
Just for once,
And for all!

Wednesday, October 22, 2008


He doesn't pick up my calls,
And that's so much up my nerves.
He said that he loved me,
But that's just so out for me.

Why should I care,
For a guy like him..
Whose just out to ignore me.
Why should I care for the boy...
Who doesn't care how much I love him...
But I still miss him,
Dunno why!

Tuesday, October 21, 2008


A new day...
A new beginning,
But the thoughts of yesterday
Still lies within.
I look at the mirror...
I see a different me,
Cause yesterday was the day...
I found out how much u mean to me!

Monday, October 20, 2008

Lucky Star...

I star at the wide black sky
As I have nothing else to do.
I hear my parents fight inside,
As my heart sinks once more.
I see a shooting star pass,
I don't bother to make a wish...
Cause nothing can bring peace in my family,
Is what I feel.

There they go again,
Yelling at the top of there voices.
And here I lie outside...
Wanting to speak up,
But nothing comes out from my mouth!

It's so lovely out 'er.
So peaceful...
But when I step my foot in my world,
There's just noise and voice around.

Don't they know what I'm going through?
Wish I could just shut them up!
But here I lie, staring at the wide sky...
Shutting my heart up,
Cause my shooting stars are never going to give me peace,
Is what I feel!


Sunday, October 19, 2008

I L()ve Y()u

The soft touch of you still haunts me,
Oh how I miss that twinkle of your eye…
Your soft bark still rings in my ears,
Cause you’re my dog…
And I miss you so much!

You may not be with me anymore,
But deep down you lie in me…
And my heart won’t let you go
And I need you to know,
.....that I love you like thee!

Saturday, October 18, 2008

()n My Way T() G()d

As the sun sets down,
I gradually sink inside.
As it all becomes dark outside,
It's as if I'm gonna loose it all.
As I feel that soft breeze on my face,
I feel a tear stick to my eyelids,
I'm all alone in the dark,
With no place to go to.

I feel so scared out here,
SO left alone....
My tummy grumbles,
As I smell food.

I wish I could go home
If only I'd have a place to go to...
My bare arms are my only companions.
Dust stick to my toes,
I feel a pinch of pain rush in me.
I know I'm dying...
I can feel it right in me.

I wanna hold on more long,
I wanna stay back...
But my feet slip off the cliff...
As I close my eyes.
I'm scared and I feel light,
That is when I know,
I'm on my way to God...

Friday, October 17, 2008

F!x Me Up!

Your face keeps appearing in my eyes,
And I don’t know why I cry!
I know you love me,
But why am I so scared?

I promised myself that I’ll trust you,
Even though you stay away from me.
But there’s a stone in my heart,
Which stops me from believing you!

Your voice keeps ringing in my ears,
It says that you love me so much…
It makes me feel secure for sometime,
But then that stone is back in my heart!

I wish I could believe you…
But baby you’re somehow so far,
I can’t continue to miss you so much…
I can’t let my heart break inside!

You look so good, you can get carried
So fast…
Imaginations flow in my mind
That you’ll forget me soon!

Please don’t do this to me,
Come back to me fast.
My heart can take it no more…
And I need you to fix me up!

I miss you so much,
I need you so badly…
Just come back to me soon,
Cause I can’t stay pressed anymore!

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

Leaves ()f S()rrow

Yellow leaves are falling,
Like tears from your eyes.
I see those birds hide in their nests,
Just like your heart is crawling inside.

The wind blows so softly,
Oh how I wish I could carry you away…
Away from the pain,
Away from the sorrows you keep in you.

Life is hard, I know it is.
But hold my hand, and I’ll help you pass through it.
I can’t stand those tears you’re trying to fight,
I can’t see you fall apart…
Cause you’re my friend,
And I love you so much!

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

Sunday, October 12, 2008

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

Monday, October 6, 2008


It’s burning.
Oh ya it’s hurting me deep in there,
That look of theirs makes me feel guilty…
Cause this life of mine is a fake!

I’m scared…
I don’t know what they’ll think…
They love me,
But why am I cheating on them?

They tell me everything,
I wish I had the courage to face them.
Cause I hate to hide from them,
I hate it when they think I’m who I know I’m not!

Oh ya!
I’m feeling so guilty.
So very bad…
Just wanna jump out of the dark,
And tell them who I am!

I’m scared that I may loose them,
Does it mean I’m afraid of the way I am?
They are my friends…
Then why do I feel they’ll leave me when they know who I am?

They are intelligent…
It does worry me a bit.
I worked hard for my exams…
But why didn’t I do well like them?

This is the time
To test them,
To see if they really care and love me.
But why don’t I have to courage to tell them who I really am?
Does it mean,
I’m ashamed of being who I am?

Saturday, October 4, 2008


I’ve got my hands on my face,
I’m trying to stop those tears from flowing.
I gotta get out of my world
And learn to face the world that once ruined me!

There was nothing I could do,
Everything I did was a waste.
But now I know how far life has gone from me.
I know I stayed back…
Hid in my shell for a long time.
But now it’s different…
This time I’ll never let myself go.
I will be,
I’ll try…
I’ll get myself together
I’ll make everything okay!

I thought I had nothing…
But when I saw them all suffering,
I realized what life has done for me.
All my life I’ve stayed in my cover…
..Scared to face this world,
But now I know the facts…
And I know I have to try
And I will be
And I will show them all
That I’m back
To get what I’ve always wanted.

Friday, October 3, 2008

G!rls Vs Boys

Girl's Diary VS boy's Diary

Day night, I thought he was acting
weird. We had made plans to meet at a
cafe to have some coffee. I was shopping with my friends
all day long, soIely thought he was upset at the fact that I
was a bit late,
but he made no comment.Conversatio n wasn't flowing so

I suggested that we go somewhere quiet so we could talk, he agreed but
he kept quiet and absent. I asked
him what was wrong - he said,

"Nothing."I asked him if it was my fault that he was upset. He said it had
nothing to do with me and not to worry.

On the way home I told him that I loved him, he simply smiled and kept
driving. I can't explain his behavior; I don't know why he didn't say, "I love u,too."
When we got home I felt as if I had lost him, as if he wanted nothing to do with me anymore.
He just sat there and watched TV.; he seemed distant and absent.Finally I
decided to go to bed. About 10 minutes later he came to bed. I decided
that I could not take it anymore,
so I decided to confront him with the situation but he had fallen asleep.

I started crying and cried until I too fell asleep. I don't know what to
do. I'm almost sure that his thoughts are with someone else.

My life is gonna be a disaster.
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Today Spain lost the soccer match
against Germany.