Sunday, March 29, 2009


It’s hurting.
It’s paining.
Your doings are pinching my heart hard.
I’m fading.
I’m bleeding.
I’m dying.
And you’re just standing.
You said you loved me.
Said I was your world.
But now you’re gone.
You say it’s all the same…
But it’s not.
You’ve changed.
It’s all different
Cause I’m dying,
And it’s as if you’re glad!

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

Yet An()ther Award. Thanks T() Dibsy :) ♥♥

Hi Guys! I've just been awarded an award by Dibsy for my poems :) Thanks girl! You rock! MuaaHhh! :D And I'm passing this award to some really great bloggers! Actually there are many bloggers who deserve an award...but for the time being I just give it to just some, cause I've got my exam tomorrow! Sorry!!!
The lucky deserving bloggers are...

♣ Jaky ♣ Arnab
♣ Sakhi
♣ Trinna
♣ Vic
♣ Tara
♣ vLo
♣ Ginger
♣ Pratibha

Thanks again Dibsy. You really rock :)

Here are two of my latest drawings :) Hope you all like them! The 2nd ones just a rough drawing!


Umm..Anyways, now I've got my exams so I'll have to stop blogging. Even though I don't want to. So, I'll see you guys on the 15th of April! I'll drop by though. Like I may post something. Maybe. Maybe not :)
Take Care!

Monday, March 23, 2009

Fl()wers ()f L()ve...♥♥

It’s been a while,
I’ve noticed you pass by…
I stand in my balcony,
And I’m on cloud 9
While I see you looking at me!

I see you out with your friends,
I watch you looking at me, secretly.
I don’t think you’re gonna open up on your own,
So I guess I need to make a move.

I put on my trainers the next day,
I pass by your house…
Only to see a locked door,
With a ‘For Sale’ board outside.

I break down on that very moment,
I can’t believe what I see.
I ask the next door neighbors…
They say he’s gone.

I fell in love,
But I was late…
Couldn’t express myself,
And now I regret!

Your face haunts me in my dreams,
I keep remembering your smile.
If you didn’t like me back,
Then why did you try to charm me?

It’s been a week,
I feel so low…
I hear the doorbell
And I see you, with flowers in your hands!

I can’t believe it…
You’re there,
You’re back…
On your knees, your heart talking smile
Asking me to be yours!

Love Ya All!
Feel Free To Comment!
Tc :)

Friday, March 20, 2009

♣ M!xed Em()t!()ns. Jump!ng 2 C()nfus!()ns ♣

Okay, so like my title and the picture suggests...I'm mixed! I mean, I'm happy. And I'm sad! :D
I'm happy cause...
♥ Victoria's back to blogging with a new blog! And all of you need to check it out!
♥ We just have half day school now, so schools fun! Not even half day. Just one and a half hours :) Hardly any studying!
♥ I've got 55 followers!
♥ Summer break is approaching! (one and a half months break) Summer = Fun :) (:

I'm sad cause...
* Exams are approaching. Exam = Study = Arg!!!! i hate studying :(
* I've got my 10th next year. So I'll have to study even in my vacations! :(
* My sisters exams are going on, so I can't go out!
* As soon as my sister's exams will get over, mine will start. So, I won't feel like studying! Cause she'll be having fun :( :( NOT FAIR!!

Here's something I've written!

L()st Dreams!

I sit outside in the field, on a summer morning
The daises bloom outside,
Their fragrance so strong…
It makes me feel alive.

The sun rising,
The early morn breeze,
Takes my sleep away…
And I know that it’s now a new day,
A new beginning…

Another opportunity
To catch the lost dreams
The night carried away!

Anyways, That's all for now :)
I'll have to get back to studying! :(
Take Care! Love Ya All !
Feel free to comment :D


Monday, March 16, 2009

Loosing Grip.Dead.Numb.You!

You may feel I’m weird.

You may say that I’m totally emo.

But only if you’d be in my place,

You’d get to know what it’s like to have a numb heart!

I don’t feel real anymore.

I was just left there to cry as he walked away…

Trust me, I froze!

He used to love me,

He used to hug me,

Didn’t he feel me lock my arms around him...?

Why did he have to go?

I’m loosing it all

Even my tears refuse to come out…

It’s as if my world’s all over,

It’s like I’m dying a painful death!

I don’t wanna cry anymore,

I wanna let go.

But baby, I loved you.

Too bad you didn’t care!

Love’s already dead for me now.

But now it’s haunting me,

I really don’t know how long I’ll be able to hang on

Cause I’m already loosing my grip

And trust me, I’m numb.

Totally. Forever!

Friday, March 13, 2009


I want nothing more but you,
Cause when I am with you, I feel so true.
Nothing to hide, I can just be 'me'...
Can open my heart out
Cause I feel you are a part of me!
My fears I just leave behind,
My sorrow I speak out to you.
Boy! You are a miracle in my life...
And I want it to last forever as you!

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

The Best Th!ng ! ()wn

You took my hand in yours
Pulled me close, and caught me by my waist.
Locked your eyes into mine,
And made me move along
With the music that played behind.

Your warm touch,
Sailed right through my skin,
Our toes moved together
While all we cared about, was 'us'.

The music stopped,
You sat on your knees.
Held yours arms wide open...
Smiled and said,
You wanted to be with me.

I'd waited all along,
I had even given up on you.
But, finally the day came,
When I actually got the feeling of you.

I love everything about you
And I still have a view of that day in my eyes.
You're mine, and I'm glad,
Cause you're the best thing I own!


Saturday, March 7, 2009

Wet Pants

Hi Guys!!
Just before a few days a friend of mine forwarded me a mail and I really liked it. So, I'm posting it out here. Hope all of you like it!
It's called 'Wet Pants'.
Come with me to a third grade classroom... ..
There is a nine-year-old kid sitting at his desk and all of a sudden,
there is a puddle between his feet and the front of his pants are wet.
He thinks his heart is going to stop because he cannot possibly imagine
how this has happened. It's never happened before, and he knows that when
the boys find out he will never hear the end of it..
When the girls find out, they'll never speak to him again as long as he
The boy believes his heart is going to stop; he puts his head down and
prays this prayer, "Dear God, this is an emergency! I need help now! Five
minutes from now I'm dead meat."
He looks up from his prayer and here comes the teacher with a look in her
eyes that says he has been discovered.
As the teacher is walking toward him, a classmate named Susie is carrying
a goldfish bowl that is filled with water. Susie trips in front of the
teacher and inexplicably dumps the bowl of water in the boy's lap.
The boy pretends to be angry, but all the while is saying to himself,
"Thank you, Lord! Thank you, Lord!"
Now all of a sudden, instead of being the object of ridicule, the boy is
the object of sympathy. The teacher rushes him downstairs and gives him
gym shorts to put on while his pants dry out.
All the other children are on their hands and knees cleaning up around
his desk. The sympathy is wonderful. But as life would have it, the
ridicule that should have been his has been transferred to someone else -
She tries to help, but they tell her to get out. "You've done enough, you
klutz! "
Finally, at the end of the day, as they are waiting for the bus, the boy
walks over to Susie and whispers, "You did that on purpose, didn't you?"
Susie whispers back, "I wet my pants once too."

May God help us see the opportunities that are always around us to do
Each and everyone one of us are going through tough times right now, but
God is getting ready to bless you in a way that only He can.

Keep the faith.
"When God Answers your Prayer He is increasing your Faith,
When He delays, He is increasing your Patience,
When He Don't Give U Anything, He has Something BETTER"
Also, It's my sister's birthday today.
So, Happy Birthday Jerk! You've turned 18 today so you better start acting big now :P Love you a lot girl!
Take Care!

Thursday, March 5, 2009

Broken Heart

You just walked away.
You didn't even care about what I felt.
You said it was easily
That it was hard for me to believe.
You asked me not to cry,
Said I'll find a better guy.
But honey,
Why can't you see...
That the one who made me cry,
Can only make me smile.
And that's no other but YOU!

Monday, March 2, 2009

Pr!ncess !n D!stress

It feels like I've been locked up in a tower,
Waiting for somebody to rescue me.
I look down...
I watch you pass by on your black pony!

I shout out, but I'm too high.
You go away, without hearing my cry.
I try to tie all the sheets together,
Thinking I'll jump down
And land right into your arms,
But, poor me! It's so very high!

It feels like I'm invisible for you,
Just wanna spread my arms
And jump off!
Wanna see you down there,
Ready to catch me.

But, nah...You ride away all the time!

I wanna come out of this tower,
I'm sick of noticing you pas by.
So whatcha waiting for boy...
Look up, and rescue the Princess in distress!