♥♪ჱL!fe Through My Eyes♥♪ჱ

Dedicated to all the girls who read it :) Smile. Show me your teeth Say Cheese!!! Yea, Laugh like a joker, But show me some gesture of being happy. Get up, Tidy up your mind. Open your eyes, Life is beautiful Just give it a try! You checked out so many guys, You tried so many different hairstyles, This time, check out life, It’s an amazing brand, you’ll see! You don’t need to go to any mall You don’t need to dress up for it, You don’t need to spend money, It’s right here, just open up your heart. Don’t let negativity compete with life, Don’t let depression win over. Look at the brighter side… Get addicted to it, cause this addiction is good! Life comes just once. If you miss it, it’ll be gone forever. You won’t even know when it’ll pass, And when it does, you won’t even realize. So, Live like it’s your last day. Dream, like it’s all going to come true. Eat chocolat...

It's late, but I can't sleep. You're the only thing that's on my mind. Your lap is my pillow, Your warmth is my sheet. But you're not here... So how do i sleep? Just want to hold your hands once again. Just want to feel your touch. I just want to see you smile at me, I want it all like before. I wish the clock could have stopped ticking. Oh! How I wish you didn't have to go. How I wish you could come back to me again... My heart longs to feel your warmth in me. Come back again, I'm incomplete without you. You're my other half... I can't breathe without you in here. The times we spent, The feelings we exchanged. They are all so alive, I want you here, please. Why did you have to go? Why did you leave me like this? Why did you tell me you loved me... Come back to me. I need you so badly, I can't rest in peace... Till I'm in your arms again

I was born in a very small village in Rajasthan. My mother left me when I was one. People say she was scared of my grandmother and so she left. In those days, giving birth to a girl child was considered a crime. You see, actually it’s the male’s chromosomes that determine the child’s gender and not the female’s. But still, it’s always the female who is blamed. My grandmother always wanted a male grandson. When I was born, she was devastated. But, she kept me with her. Once I turned eight, she started getting me to work for her. I had to do everything. Sweep the floor…wash the dishes…fold clothes…get water from the river…in short I was the house servant. I never spoke a word against her. I did everything she told me to. My neighbor, Purnima, was a very sweet lady. She had warned me not to go against my grandmother ever. My father was home only at night. He was a heavy drinker. He used to beat me up and my grandmother would lock me in the basement when I cried. I would scream for a...

Yes, I will dance if you ask me to dance, Do you want me to run away with you right now? I always cry when I see you crying, I'll save your soul forever, Why just tonight? When you're around, there's nothing to tremble about. I always laugh when you're with me. Where should I jump off from for you? I'll hold you in my arms forever, Why just tonight? You already are my Hero, baby, You've already kissed away my pain... Hope you'll always stand by me forever, You can take my breath away! I swear, that I'll always be yours. I don't lie, I'll only be yours... No, you haven't lost your mind, I'll by your side Today, tomorrow and forever Oh... I just wanna hold you, I just wanna hold you... Just want you to be by my side. Oh yea, Cause, You're my Hero baby, You kiss away my pains, You stand by me all the time, And you're the only one, who takes my breath away... I swear it's true! You're my Hero forever... [Again inspired by Hero...

Hiding under these wings on loneliness, My skin of life I have drenched with my tears. I don't dare to look up, I lie still in my world of heart aches and pain. My eyes are afraid to blink, I can't hear anyone call my name. The door of love in my heart is locked... It's just me with a cover of sorrow. I lie awake in the dark, I want to scream, but no words come out. My lips are numb and dry with fear, I no longer no what is happening here. My hands are cold with blood on them. Blade marks are all over my body But, it all has no effect on me. I've become so uneven to the pain I have become all that I had dreaded, would happen to me. I fought and got up every time life played with me. All those aches I lived with in my heart. I did not let go of myself, But now... I'm helpless, these wings of loneliness I no longer can fight...

Looking at you from a distance, Your hands inside your jeans pocket With a bag-pack hanging loose behind. I hide and settle down my hair, Then I come out to find you smiling at me. Your messy hair falls on your face, And slowly you slide your hands around my waist! I've never had such a feeling, Never felt as safe as when I am with you. Just those three words from your mouth Makes my heart melt... Oh! I feel so warm and true Those silly games we play with our fingers. Those serious talks we have with our heads close, Those chilling and breath taking moments we have When our lips touch... ...That When I'm not with you I feel so lost and incomplete. Just want you to hold me close, Just want to be with you

I’m sorry for being so bad. I really didn’t mean to hurt you mum. I’m sorry for giving you so much trouble, I’m sorry, Because of me you had to suffer. You have sacrificed so much for me. You gave up so much for my happiness. I’m sorry for letting you down mum. I feel terrible for all the bad I have done. When I’m angry, You sit besides me for hours. When I’m sad, You hold me close, Saying you understand. When I don’t find my things, I shout on you. You leave whatever you are doing And help me find my things. You don’t watch T.V Just cause my serial’s going to come. You stick by and watch my teenage shows Trying to get a clue, Maybe you’ll get to know something about my lifestyle. When we go shopping together, You first let me select. Later you shop for yourself, Only if your choice fits your budget. You don’t say a word When I play the rap music you hate. Even if your head hurts, You pretend you like it all so that I don’t get upset. When I’m angry on somebody and take out my anger on...

With my ear plugs in my ears, I stand in my balcony in the winter night. As the wind blows, I feel cold. But I still stand bare feet, Feeling the chill strike me hard… It’s so strong, I can almost feel it deep in my heart. It’s all dark outside. The moon is half hidden behind a cloud. I stare at the single star out in the sky. While all the others are hiding, Not showing their light. This little thing is brave, It’s out in the cold… Maybe it is scared, but it’s still out Showing some hope. I tap my fingers as the music plays, I hug my knees and cuddle up in the corner. I hear the clock struck one, But my heart shows no notion of going inside In the warm. I sit in the corner, And look at that star. My body is numb But my heart Wants to be a companion to that brave thing That is out there in the cold air. I want to be with that star, Because I know what it is like When you have to stand alone… Wh...

All my creativity, imaginations, memories and dreams I wrote on sheets of paper, And then one day I decided to share my inner feelings. My dad got me to join Blogspot, And today I’m here writing my 200 th post! Blogspot is now like a home to me. When I don’t know what to do, I post, I read, I comment and I learn about other lives. I love reading your feed backs, You’re all so kind and nice. Thanks to all of you who comment, You really make me smile When I’m all lost and upset, You all treat me like a little princess With your comments that say, ‘Are you really fourteen, girl?’ Deeps, whose wondering what’s up with my profile picture… Chocolate lover, who I think is a girl like me… Sulagna D, whose so very sweet to me, ...

I've been awarded!! Yep, thanks a lot Sawan. I'm so glad you like my blog!!! ;) .... ..... ...... Here's my award !!! MuaaHhh!! ♥♥ ************************************************************************************ Today, I'd also like to award some rocking girls I've come across on blogspot. (Boys please don't get upset. Next time, I'll have something for you too :) ) I was doodling about in Paint and so I drew an award for some really sweet girls :) Hope you like it :D And, this award goes to.... ..... ....... Pramoda - http://yedilmangemore.blogspot.com/ Chocolate Lover- http://chocolatychocolatelover.blogspot.com/ Yellow Tulip - http://nanyellowtulip.blogspot.com/ Sulagna - http://sulagnablogs.blogspot.com/ Tara (Thanks for your regular comments even though I miss out on your blog) - http://mylittlefashionfinds.blogspot.com/ You girls rock. Thanks for your lovely comments. Love Yah!! ♥♥♥ Take Care!! Guys, the next post's gonna be for you :D Buh...

Sit outside on the porch, And watch the stars shine. Plug your ears And listen to the songs you love. Sing alone, Tap your feet to the tune. Dream about everything you ever wish you could be. Imagine and let the breeze play with your hair, If you see a shooting star, believe… And make a wish. Forget the bad, Let there be just peace… Have faith in yourself for one night. Make it your night. Live it tonight.

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Two years ago, You waved at me from your car window. I ran behind you, Till I fell down. Whenever I passed your house, I felt so lonely. But I knew you'd come back Just like you promised. Your locker was taken. Your bench was occupied, I had a new lab partner Who was so sick! I'd go under our tree, And look at our pictures. So many dreams we had seen together, And your parents just washed them away. I watched Peter Pan all alone. My Saturdays were so dull. I didn't feel like going to any parties, I just stuck to your memories. I wrote so many mails to you. But my inbox showed no trace of you. I called at your granny's, But a dead line was what I got. My birthday, Was when I was expecting you to call. I stayed up the whole night, But you washed away my hopes. Your parents always said that I was bad company. They never approved of me. But I always loved you. You were my best friend... How could you let go? .....................................................................

I've always felt this thing, When you look into my eye... When you smile... When our hands touch, I get this amazing feeling From deep within. I can't help turning red When you say my name. I want to hear you say that Again and again. I don't feel like blinking my eyes When you're around. I don't want to miss a moment Of not seeing you. I spend hours in front of the mirror, Every time I meet you, I want to look different. I want you to say that I'm beautiful Each and everyday. You sweep me off the ground, I think I'm crazy for you! When I told my friends about how I feel, They just teased me And I went even more red. Mum says it's teenage! I don't care what this is, All I know is, I want to feel this way forever. I want you to freeze. I want you to keep saying my name. I want to play with your hair, I want to watch you surf in the sea. Lastly, I want you to feel the same about me.

He gently walks upon the stage Lifts his guitar and looks around. Pulls the mike towards him All the lights glowing at his face. It sends a chill down my spine. He smiles at me And winks his eye. And when the lights go dim.. And everything's quite. He says, 'This one's for you.' And I know what he means. I stand as close to the stage as I can. Even though it's dark, I know he's looking at me when he sings. He sings our song, He sings Hero. He is my Hero! And when the song ends The lights are bright again. He walks up to me and carries me to the stage. He sits on his knees and takes a ring out of his pocket. 'Can I be your Hero?' He asks And I don't know what to say. My heart jumps up in joy, The crowd is invisible to me. 'Yes', I say softly And let him slide the ring down my finger. He holds me close in his arms Looks deep into my eyes. And when he touches my lips, I really do tremble! If you haven't heard this song, then do listen to it....

I’d given up on everything until you came by. Didn’t believe in love, till you showed me what it’s like! You dried my tears, made me smile. Showed me that life is actually nice. You held my hand And walked with me when I was happy. You lifted me in your arms And made me cross the barriers of my life. You made me believe in myself, Took away my fear of dreaming. Your presence is so warm, In your arms I feel so safe and sound. It’s so easy to be myself when I’m with you… I leave my worries behind, Cause being with you is the best thing I know. When I’m sad, you sing me those funny songs of yours. You cup my face in your hands and tell me It’s all right. It’s okay. When I shout on you, You sit and listen. And when I’m done, You hold my hands and kiss me gently on my palm. Sometimes, I wonder how you stick by me. Even after I’m so mean to you. You do so much for me, And in return, I just holler at you. I love thinking about you, You make me feel so alive. When I am with you, It’s like a dr...

We held hands And walked on the wet sand… His arms around my waist, Oh! It felt so very nice. The shine on his eyes, When he swept me off my feet, The warmth of his body When he pressed against my skin. It was all so amazing, Felt as if I was dreaming. We sat watching the tiny waves, His strong arms made me feel so safe. That smile of his, The touch of him… Sent a chill down my spine, It felt as if I was floating! And when he looked me in the eye And gave me the kiss of my life, I swear he took my breath away !

I can do anything To get back to the time When you held me in your arms Looked me in the eyes And said You were forever, Only mine.

I am weak, My smile has faded. I cannot get up easily And hug my children, Wishing them a good day. My knees shake, I need a helping hand To get up on my feet. I just sit here on my arm-chair Rocking away to your memories! Sometimes, I forget where I am. Sometimes I don't realize I am alive. Someone or the other has to shake me awake, Reminding me, I'm here to stay. My eye-sight is no longer strong But I still keep looking at your pictures. We were smiling in them, we were happy... We were together in them Sometimes, memories of that day haunts me. And I see myself in black. Everyone around me is in black And I realize you're gone And I am alone. Today, on our anniversary. I have nobody to take me to your grave. Our daughter has grown, She is away. Our son is married He has not called me since decades... I wish I could get up I want to come to you and tell you, I love you. But I am weak, I sit still... Closing my eyes, trying to blink my tears away. I then feel your breath ...