I’m sorry for being so bad.
I really didn’t mean to hurt you mum.
I’m sorry for giving you so much trouble,
Because of me you had to suffer.
You have sacrificed so much for me.
You gave up so much for my happiness.
I’m sorry for letting you down mum.
I feel terrible for all the bad I have done.
When I’m angry,
You sit besides me for hours.
When I’m sad,
You hold me close,
Saying you understand.
When I don’t find my things,
I shout on you.
You leave whatever you are doing
And help me find my things.
You don’t watch T.V
Just cause my serial’s going to come.
You stick by and watch my teenage shows
Trying to get a clue,
Maybe you’ll get to know something about my lifestyle.
When we go shopping together,
You first let me select.
Later you shop for yourself,
Only if your choice fits your budget.
You don’t say a word
When I play the rap music you hate.
Even if your head hurts,
You pretend you like it all so that I don’t get upset.
When I’m angry on somebody and take out my anger on you,
But when you do the same,
I bang doors on your face.
You do so much for me.
You’ve given up everything to fulfill my demands.
You hide all your pain, and smile…
While your heart is rotting inside.
I know I’ve hurt you mum.
I know I’ve been so mean and selfish.
I’m sorry for all the trouble I’ve been giving,
But I love you, even though I never show.
I try mum.
I’m really trying to change.
It may just take a little time,
So please don’t get upset and trust me,
I’ll be the best daughter alive.