♥♪ჱL!fe Through My Eyes♥♪ჱ

Bad memories I have so many That they haunt me all the time, They don’t let me rest in peace Every thought brings me back to my past deeds. I sit alone and feel scared, The chills of bonded lies don’t leave me alone. Whenever I look into the mirror, I hate the person I see. Not knowing what to do, I’m lost and filled with guilt. It’s all eating me from the inside It has finally broken my heart, And I am unable to mend. The broken pieces still beat With every memory that sparks within… I feel like tearing myself apart, I feel like screaming and running away from it all. I risked life, played with it. Now I have to deal with the consequences Cause it’s too late to turn back. No matter how many tears I cry, No matter how badly I hate myself. I have lost and now my past runs my life! -Wink♪♫

Put your hands around my waist, Let me lean on you, Let me feel your breath Let me feel your heart beat with mine. Look into my eyes And only listen to the music playing behind. Let the beat capture your mind, Let me capture your soul. Put your one feet forward And then let the other join. Tighten your grip around me And just follow me around the dance floor. Breathe into my neck Hold me tight, Feel free And shake along with me. Don’t look around, Cause it’s just me My moves, my soul… Breathe into my hair, Feel those lights beaming into you. Match with my moves, Spin me around and round. Let the music get into you, Let the beats make us one Hold me. Hug me. Kiss me. Don’t let go of me… Cause it’s a beautiful night, With just you and me Sorry Guys But My Dance Obsession Will Never Go :) Love, Wink♪♫

She sits under the dinning table With her eyes shut tight… She buries her head into her pillow But the screams don’t stop. With every heartbeat they get louder, Leaving that poor kid drenched with fear. She does not dare to move, Holding her teddy tight, She picks up courage And takes a look at what’s happening. It’s just like another night, She can see the broken glasses, She can see her father’s feet Pressed against her mother’s soft skin. She wants to get out of the dark. She wants to hold her mother in her arms… But she’s numb with fear She shuts her ears and her eyes But she can still see her mum. She cries softly praying to the Almighty Keeping her fingers crossed. It all goes on for long, She hears her father slap her mother. She hears more things breaking, She feels her mother in pain. It’s late when he leaves her alone, Picking up courage, she walks up to her mother. Both the bodies trembling with fear, Hold each other, and try to comfort one another. The smell of ...

I sit on the last bench And write your name all over my desk. When the teacher calls out to me, I don’t answer. When my partner tells me to pay attention, I hit her. I sit on the last seat in the bus. And keep staring out of the window. I keep drawing our pictures on the windowpane And when the the conductor tells me to stop, I don’t answer and carry on. Once I’m home, I lock myself up in my room. I hug your picture and sleep Hoping you’ll appear And sometimes I keep looking into your eyes. With a blade in my hand, I lie alone in the bathtub. I stare at my hands And then I think about you. I realize it’ll just take a few seconds And then I’ll be in heaven with you. But then I remember your last words And how you had asked me to carry on with my life. When I close my eyes I see you lying on the hospital bed. And when I open my eyes, I see a blade in my hand. I always wonder if you can you hear me sing your favorite song? Can you hear me whisper ‘I love you’? Can you feel me when I k...

When I hear that beat, I just can’t stop my feet. Within seconds, I’m up with my eyes closed… Swaying to the music, It’s just me, my lost soul And the rhythm to add up, behind… I don’t care whose watching, I let my hair down and move along. The beats are my guide, My heart feels so light. It takes my breath away, It takes my pain away. I lose my senses, I just close my eyes And sway… Sway to the music, All night long! Wink♥♥

I'm Back :) Yes, I still have two more exams to go...but they are not a problem. Thanks to all of you for your wishes! My exams did go well. And so here I am!! :) ♥♥ I wrote a couple of poems during my exams. I even thought of posting them, but then...didn't get time. Here's one of them! A Lost Soul A lost soul With a broken heart Wandering all alone With nowhere to go. Lonely Deserted Afraid But no one to hold on to. Memories Flashbacks Drenched with fear But no one to express to. Torn apart Left alone. Trying to find hope But no one to direct Hidden Cold Looking for a warm hand But no one to care. Lost Broken Alone No one to love… Left to face the darkness All alone. [Clicked the picture from my balcony. How's it?] Take Care then. I'll be back soon :) Love, Wink♪♫

Just a week left for my Boards! So guys, I'll catch you all on the 16th of March i.e. after my boards :) Till then, all of you Take care and DON'T YOU DARE FORGET ME! So, here's my so-called last post for the time being. Just some random night pictures of an over-bridge :) Catch you all later then! Hope that I do well. Miss You All ♥♥ Lots of love, Wink ♪♫

Hold me tightly, and never let go. Whisper in my ears, That you love me And will always do so! Kiss me gently, And look into my eyes. Clasp my hand in yours And promise you'll never bid goodbye. Let me bury my head in your arms, Stay near me, breath into me. Hold me tightly, And please...never let go. Happy Valentines Day to all of you! I hope all of you have a great life with your that Special one :) Enjoy! P.S : How's my drawing?? :D *Hugz* Wink!

I’m not leaving cause you’re a bad guy. You’re great but just not the one for me. I don’t want to depart on a bad note… I don’t want to leave Leaving a wrong note on your heart. Things have been great between us. You gave me everything I ever needed. We crossed the hard times so easily, Because you carried me in your arms All through those miserable days… I know that you’re going to be in a shock. You may even curse me throughout your life. But trust me, I have to leave. I wish we could go back to being best friends, But the step we have taken cannot be undone. I’m sorry for getting you to see this day, But I cannot help it. Don’t worry about your life, You’re a great person, So do keep your heart open… Cause all girls are not like me! Take this as a positive thing, Don’t let my doings spoil your life. Let go off me, And move on. It will be hard, I know. But I also know that you’re strong enough. Lastly, I’d like to say thank you for ever...

I want to suck on a lollipop And cry on the streets. I want to have a piggy ride on my Daddy’s back, And I want my Momma to tell me a bedtime story. I want to suck my thumb, And fall asleep Dreaming About Cinderella and Prince Charming. I want to fight in the sandpit with those stupid boys, For breaking my sand castle. I want to go to kindergarten And scare everyone saying, my sister’s a witch I want to run on the streets, And bruise my hands and feet. I want to fall off my cycle, And sit down and cry waiting for my sister to pick me up. I want my Mum to choose my clothes. I want to watch Pocahontas with my Dad. I want to hug my teddy bears close, And laugh for just no reason. I want to play with my Barbie dolls, I want to wear Disney clothes once again. I want to hold my granny’s hand And go shopping for vegetables. Oh how I wish I could do all this again. Oh how I wish I could be five again. I want to live, I want to let go of all my worries. I want to be a child, I want to s...

You left, Leaving your imprint on my soul. You left, Leaving those memories in my heart. You left, Leaving me alone. You left, After pretending to care for so long. You left, Even though you knew I cared. You left, Breaking my trust. You left, Tearing me apart. You left, Leaving me on a condition Never to love again...

Give your sorrow to me. I'm here, so don't you worry. You're not alone, Close your eyes and you'll see me. Hold my hand, We'll fight through this mess. Life's not easy, But if we try together, I'm sure we will succeed! Don't be afraid to cry. I'm here to wipe your tears, You can lean on me, I'll support you for as long as I can! You told me to have faith, You told me to be brave, Now it's your turn, To lift up your head And face it all! I promise we'll get through. I'm with you Forever, and that's true. I'll hold you close... You'll never be lonely, Just have faith And give me your hands. I promise this won't last. We'll get through this.. I promise, everything will be fine

Blunt Edges told me that he was enjoying my 'Girls Rule' poems. So, here's another, and the last one :) This one's for you Blunt Uncle :D Lol! It's not dedicated to you. Don't worry! :) *..ReTaRd..* You left. You thought I’d cry? God! Look at your face. You’re such a laugh. Don’t say sorry. You’re spoiling that word. Don’t bring me these roses now, Else you’re gonna get kicked so hard! Get a life, you jerk-head! Move your arse outta my life! Don’t show me your face again, You slouch bag dork. Where’s your blonde chick? You couldn’t give her enough? What are you, some kinda perv? You disgust me totally. Don’t sit on your knees, Get up before I puck on you. How could I ever like you? You’re such a loser. Thank you for dumping me. I now know what life is all about. I’m so very happy, Thank you so m...

Silent cries, Hidden tears. My hurt heart You fail to see. I lie unnoticed, You think I'm fine. My heart calls out, But you fail to feel. Lonely nights, No response from your side. Drenched with fear, I still lie waiting for you. Time ticks away, I don't find you near. I realize it's gonna be another ordinary night When I cover myself, And hug my knees. Letting those tears flow, I feel my broken heart still break. How I wish you could hear me for once... But I know, you're far away Gone! And I'm the only one to feel my pain ..........................................................................................................................................................................

Party hard, Get drunk, Move that body you’ve been gifted with, And shake those useless thoughts away. Dump those tensions, Stamp on them with your cha-cha heels. Pick up a glass of vodka, Say cheers for now you’re single! So what if he broke your heart, Fix it up with a bit of girl talk! Paint your nails and put on your skimpy dresses, Hit the party, cause it’s time to dance ! Dump your cell, Stop listening to boring sad songs. Get up and look at yourself in the mirror, You have a life, so LIVE IT baby! He never deserved you, That stupid piece of shit! So why cry over him, When he’s over some blond chick! Dance to the music, Party all night. Hit the mall, get stuff for yourself. Be happy, cause you’re single Yet not available! [P.s: Guys please don't take any offense. I'm just up for some 'Girls Rule' kinda thing!! :D Lol !] xoxo