“I don’t wanna hurt him anymore, I don’t wanna take away his life... I don’t wanna be a murderer.” I lie on the crumpled bed sheet, alone. Naked. I close my eyes, tighten my fist, and try to stop the guilt from growing, from eating me up. It wasn’t the first time. I should have been accustomed to all of this by now, but no I’m not. I don’t think I ever will…yet I continue to do so, and yet I lie in his arms, and crave for him when he’s not around. The pictures appear in my mind. Flash backs. They always do after he leaves. And I always try to shut them from my mind. But it’s next to impossible. No, I don’t love him. I already have a lover, and he? He already has a family. It’s just the craving, the desperation, and the intense longing of being loved. He caresses me, he’s firm, strong, and I easily melt inside him. When he’s besides me, he is all I see. I don’t think about anything else. The world just seems beautiful when we lie next to each other, exhausted. And then, he leaves...
n that proves that your exams are over :D
ReplyDeletehe he..the after effects of exams..lol..!!
ReplyDeleteI knw u r done!!
ReplyDeletehaha!!
My exams are over,
And Party mood is getting me over..:)
Cheers
Nuts
wow....party mood now tht ur xams r over...!!
ReplyDeletegud!!
v r goin 2 vidhan sabha 2moro!!
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ReplyDelete:)...Exams over??? anywayss... njoyy... good one..
ReplyDeleteHOORAY and Dance addict!!!
ReplyDeleteHooray : For exams being over!! I too like to dance!!
ReplyDeletehave a blast... these days will pass really quick :)
ReplyDeletetake care
GOD!! ur so lucky!! exams over fo you!!1 have a blast!! we study hard, we party harder!! yaaay!! hahaha have fun!!
ReplyDeleteCheers!
I heard a song by Bic runga with same title.. loved it...
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