“I don’t wanna hurt him anymore, I don’t wanna take away his life... I don’t wanna be a murderer.” I lie on the crumpled bed sheet, alone. Naked. I close my eyes, tighten my fist, and try to stop the guilt from growing, from eating me up. It wasn’t the first time. I should have been accustomed to all of this by now, but no I’m not. I don’t think I ever will…yet I continue to do so, and yet I lie in his arms, and crave for him when he’s not around. The pictures appear in my mind. Flash backs. They always do after he leaves. And I always try to shut them from my mind. But it’s next to impossible. No, I don’t love him. I already have a lover, and he? He already has a family. It’s just the craving, the desperation, and the intense longing of being loved. He caresses me, he’s firm, strong, and I easily melt inside him. When he’s besides me, he is all I see. I don’t think about anything else. The world just seems beautiful when we lie next to each other, exhausted. And then, he leaves...
a super-romantic poem on the most romantic day of the year! :)
ReplyDeletehappy v-day 2 u too...n the drawing is super-cool! :D
*wow*
ReplyDeleteWell written. Nice drawing...
ReplyDeleteU and ur hero looks good in the shades!! nice one!!
ReplyDeleteAwww.. sho shweet :))
ReplyDeleteHappy valentine day to you too gal :))
nor do i like her 2 much...but it was gud 2 c her LIVE!!!...
ReplyDeletenyways nice poem as ever!!
super sweet poem!! and ur drawing is cute just like you :D happy valentines day to u grl, god bles u with a super romantic guy and a dozen of lovely children :D
ReplyDeletegosh...you are ammmmmazingly talented... (be it writing or sketching)! a very happy valentine's day sweetie...
ReplyDeleteGreat one once again...:)
ReplyDeleteI just got flowed with it...
Luved it so much.
Ur drawings are gud..:)
Happy Valentine's Day buddy..
Cheers
Nuts
:)
ReplyDeleteI felt like my heart is speaking :)
Truly beautiful :)
I would say..AWESOME !! :)
your drawing is beautiful too :)
okay,so now u wont b onlne:)
ReplyDeleteall d best 4 ur xams!!
n hey....c my post..!!
ReplyDeleteSuch a sweet poem and nice drawing too! Good job!
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