Tuesday, March 23, 2010

Just Wanna Be With You Again

I sit on the last bench
And write your name all over my desk.
When the teacher calls out to me,
I don’t answer.
When my partner tells me to pay attention,
I hit her.

I sit on the last seat in the bus.
And keep staring out of the window.
I keep drawing our pictures on the windowpane
And when the the conductor tells me to stop,
I don’t answer and carry on.

Once I’m home,
I lock myself up in my room.
I hug your picture and sleep
Hoping you’ll appear
And sometimes I keep looking into your eyes.

With a blade in my hand,
I lie alone in the bathtub.
I stare at my hands
And then I think about you.

I realize it’ll just take a few seconds
And then I’ll be in heaven with you.
But then I remember your last words
And how you had asked me to carry on with my life.

When I close my eyes
I see you lying on the hospital bed.
And when I open my eyes,
I see a blade in my hand.

I always wonder if you can you hear me sing your favorite song?
Can you hear me whisper ‘I love you’?
Can you feel me when I kiss your grave?

The look of your eyes always makes me go weak.
I want to be with you
I want to see you,
I just want to know that you’re still there.

When I stand in the balcony at night,
I sometimes feel you’re there.
I keep trying to call on your cell,
Just hoping you’re there.

My mum says you’re there above me.
She tells me I should be happy
Cause that’s how you always liked me.
She holds me and comforts me,
But it’s you I want,

Please tell me you’re alive…
Please come back to me...

(Thanks Sonaksha for reviewing ♥ You're a real princess! )

14 comments:

  1. I sooo loooveee this poem!!! <3 Its amaaazing!! :) muaaaaahz!!!

    Well written...brings out the emotions so well!!! :) yaaay!!

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  2. Juhi,

    I am at a loss of words to tell my emotions after reading 2 poems now. Sway me is so romantic and full of hope. This one shows true love with pain at loss. Hope to see more and more from you.

    Take care

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  3. touching...really mature writing! :)

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  4. Touching...
    Emotional..
    Balah Blah..
    *Vocab finished*
    Maja aa gaya..:)

    Cheers

    Nuts

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  5. my eyes are brimmed with tears..!

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  6. That was such an emotional stuff!

    I dont know how to express...

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  7. filled with an emotional touch..and melonchaly.. good penning of feelings..

    though I wud love more if u write sth lighter !! :)

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  8. Amazing poem :)

    -Love, Koo.
    kuueen.blogspot.com

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  9. amazing as ever...!!
    u sit on d last bench in vac. also??....lol....

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  10. this one z gr8....it was fun reading....awesomely written!!
    nyways wassup??wen r ur results??

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  11. Its awwwwwwesomee
    The way you mentioned those small small things.. trust me they were touching.. few more lines.. tears would hv rolled out my eyes.

    Too good
    Takecare

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  12. heyy girl...
    how s life....
    yeaa u have it here...
    romance at its best .. :-D

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  13. hi. awww this is so sad.
    such a great poem.

    I am now following you, follow me too yah?

    :)

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  14. She holds me and comforts me,
    But it’s you I want,

    Please tell me you’re alive…
    Please come back to me...


    ....... Lovely!!!

    *speechless*

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Your words mean a lot :)