D() You Exist?!





I wish I could hide in your arms,
Place my head on your lap...
And cry my sorrow out.
But where are you?
Cause I can't see you!

They say you're there.
They tell that you care.
But it's hard to believe them...
Cause I can't feel you in here.

They say that you watch,
They say that we're your children.
But it's hard to believe them,
Cause my life's still a drag.

I don't know if you're true.
I can't tell that I trust you...
I just follow what they are doing,
And try to believe in you.

Even if you don't exist,
I love to talk to you...
I can't sense you around...
But I wanna bury my head in your arms!

Comments

  1. --Emilyyy--October 24, 2008 at 8:40 AM

    Awh what an awesome post

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  2. StephanieOctober 24, 2008 at 1:31 PM

    deep.
    I could totally relate to this.
    easy to understand.
    =]

    thanks for the comment.

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  3. *::♫♪♥'.victoria.'♥♪♫::*October 24, 2008 at 1:51 PM

    omg i love the picture! the sky looks so cool! and i love ur poems, i think its because i can relate to them so easily =)

    haha i actually dont like half days that much, its so boring! theres never anything to do! =P

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  4. AnonymousOctober 24, 2008 at 6:05 PM

    i wouldnt expect you to be. neither am i. like, id never buy them.

    i just think they're a really good idea.

    and it's rly cool.

    krl

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  5. mariposaOctober 25, 2008 at 1:16 PM

    Awesome! & I love the picture too!

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