I so badly miss all that you once were,
That love in your eyes,
That warmth of your smile…
It all makes me wonder,
Where have you disappeared nowadays.
As time has passed,
Things have changed…
Somehow, deep down,
It’s as if you’ve forgotten who I am,
It’s like time has changed you too!
You don’t bother to pick up my calls,
I’m tired of leaving those messages on your phone,
Cause never do you bother to check your answering machine,
Nor do you bother to check on me.
I’m sick of the way you’re acting,
I’m fed up of hearing my friends say that you’re drunk all time,
Cause all these things make me feel guilty,
Guilty of being so close to you!
I don’t wanna know what’s wrong with you,
Cause I’m scared to ask you anything else…
Because I know what you’re gonna do,
Scream and make my heart ache,
Ache like I’m gonna die…
I don’t know how I’ve been taking all this from you,
I can’t understand how I’ve lived with you for so long…
But know that I know,
Now that I can’t take it anymore…
I have realized that I need to step forward and move on…
I don’t want to do this,
But I have to…
Cause staying with you is like hanging in between….
I don’t wanna walk with my head down,
Cause I know, I’ll be forgotten soon!