“I don’t wanna hurt him anymore, I don’t wanna take away his life... I don’t wanna be a murderer.” I lie on the crumpled bed sheet, alone. Naked. I close my eyes, tighten my fist, and try to stop the guilt from growing, from eating me up. It wasn’t the first time. I should have been accustomed to all of this by now, but no I’m not. I don’t think I ever will…yet I continue to do so, and yet I lie in his arms, and crave for him when he’s not around. The pictures appear in my mind. Flash backs. They always do after he leaves. And I always try to shut them from my mind. But it’s next to impossible. No, I don’t love him. I already have a lover, and he? He already has a family. It’s just the craving, the desperation, and the intense longing of being loved. He caresses me, he’s firm, strong, and I easily melt inside him. When he’s besides me, he is all I see. I don’t think about anything else. The world just seems beautiful when we lie next to each other, exhausted. And then, he leaves...
Ooh such a sweet picture! <3
ReplyDeleteYeah, music is what makes life more beautiful. It's what makes every moment more intense (well, almost every moment...)
Love for you, dear!
Mila.
heheyy......u are rite!music is the best thing ever!
ReplyDeleteWow that was good! And the pic is soooo cute!!!
ReplyDelete**Miss. Maddie**
Hey did you draw that picture? It's good. The big eyes add in alot of effect.
ReplyDeleteAcctually we rent and watch Videos and DVDs of classes taped in a studio. When it was taped, the teacher was speaking to a live audience through satelite reception. After He asks a question, people from all over the U.S. can call in and answer. It's neat, but it gets tiring looking at a TV screen for hours. - Bob
hey! Cute limerick <3 it!!
ReplyDeleteIt has been a long time! Howz you doing?
Music is the best!
ReplyDeleteThank yous for your nice comment! x