Aura..(Part 3)

But there was something different about the way I felt. I wanted to protect her. I wanted to guard her..
Watching her sleep, her body pressed against mine, her innocence took my breath away.
And, I was scared.
Scared for her.. Scared of hurting her.

I could never understand what she wanted from me. Sometimes, she was so gentle, loving. And sometimes, she would push me away and tell me to forget that something even existed between us!
But, I coped up with it all. She was always on my mind. She always lingered around..
She was a mystery, and I wanted to solve her. I wanted to please her. Wanted to understand her. The weeks turned into months..and as time passed, I needed her even more.


Comments

  1. ♥●• İzdihër •●♥September 1, 2011 at 4:12 AM

    BEAUTIFUL POST.MY FIRST TIME TO YOUR BLOG AND i AM SO AMAZED TO SEE SUCH A DEPTH ROM A 17 YEAR OLD DOLL.

    DEFINITELY FOLLOWING YOU .

    FOLLOW ME BACK!

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  2. aakashSeptember 1, 2011 at 6:13 AM

    I am not making this up...
    But this was me in your post.
    Don't get into my mind again, warn you :)

    aJ

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  3. Blasphemous AestheteSeptember 1, 2011 at 6:32 AM

    I'll tell you a little part of my mind.
    The more I wanted to solve her mystery, the more I wanted from the depths of my heart that I don't solve it completely.

    :)
    Nice post, beautiful rather.


    Cheers,
    Blasphemous Aesthete

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  4. SushmitSeptember 1, 2011 at 12:10 PM

    I tell you, this would make one hell of a good movie :D :D Cheers!!

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  5. AngeliqueSeptember 1, 2011 at 12:50 PM

    OH MY WORD I LOVE THIS!!!! WOW. <3

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  6. UnknownSeptember 2, 2011 at 12:17 AM

    Hey Lil angel, I doubt you being a teenager, In a good way off course! :)
    Your words, they don't cling to the surface instead, find pleasure in exploring such depths! I'm Amazed! :)

    Keep writing more and more!

    Love, Risha :)

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  7. MarinaSeptember 2, 2011 at 1:57 AM

    Really nice post, you're wonderful writer..

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  8. Curl JungSeptember 2, 2011 at 3:55 AM

    This is wonderful.

    "I could never understand what she wanted from me. Sometimes, she was so gentle, loving. And sometimes, she would push me away and tell me to forget that something even existed between us! "

    So true!!
    Candidly expressed!

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  9. Curl JungSeptember 2, 2011 at 3:58 AM

    *Extends a massive hand of friendship*

    Can I have your twitter/Facebook ID?
    I'd love to get to know you.

    xx

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  10. PhilO♥September 2, 2011 at 4:36 AM

    @ Izdiher: Thank you so much :) Will surely follow you back..

    @ Ayu: Haha. Everything reminds you of anime :D

    @ Aakash: I'm sorry. I'm going to spill your story out even more :D

    @ Blasphemous Aesthete: I love your lines :) (You know that :p) Glad you liked it!

    @ Sushmit: Yup it would :) Maybe something like this will come out soon :)

    @ Tay Tay: Thank You :D

    @ Risha: Thanks a lot. Your words mean a lot :) You made my day :D

    @ Marina: Thanks :)

    @ Hazma: *Extends a hand too* :) Thank You :D
    Sorry, but I just quit facebook :) And I'm not at all active on twitter!

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  11. S.September 2, 2011 at 4:43 AM

    I loved it more and Looking forward to read more. :D

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  12. Curl JungSeptember 2, 2011 at 4:52 AM

    How about hotmail?

    TeenageMutiny@hotmail.com

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  13. PhilO♥September 3, 2011 at 2:47 AM

    @ Sunakshi : Thanks :)

    @ Hazma: Added :D

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