♥♪ჱL!fe Through My Eyes♥♪ჱ

"If life gives us black and white.. Echo it back with a beautiful melody!" I lift the lid, and look down at the keys. Black and white- The blacks above the whites. Just the way my life has become. I press a key. The sound echos. It feels hollow. I feel empty.. Pulling the seat out from under the piano, I sit on it. Taking a deep breath, I press some more keys. They feel unfamiliar, but it is something I once knew. Something I once loved doing.. "Playing a melody. Creating music." The keys are dusty. The piano is old and untouched. As I play, I can see my fingerprints staying back. I run my fingers through all the keys at a go. The dust blows and the prints are no longer seen. I gently try to adjust to the blacks and the whites. I try playing a new melody.. A new music, a new beginning with the same old chords! And, As the sounds echo, they fill me up, making me finally smile.. ..... Got exams coming up, so won't be on the blog sphere for a while! You guys take...

Bruised lips. Touched body. Lost innocence. Wounded love..

"So, how does it feel to be back here?" "Like having to go down memory lane..all alone" "You have to let go Michael." "I can't.." I say, and walk away from my sister. The beach is deserted. People are still scared. It's been exactly an year since the horrifying calamity had struck. An year without Jenna. I left after the tsunami. i couldn't bear looking at the waves that had pulled her in, that had destroyed 'us'. But today, I had to come back. I wanted to face the power of the water, however calm it may seem to look. I walk along the beach. The sun is setting in the horizon. There's silence all around, and the cold is setting in. The clouds darken. It is going to rain. My head hangs low, and I don't stop the tears from flowing.. The moonlight makes the sand glow. And my eyes catch hold of a purple gem. My hands tremble as I pick it up the ring. I wipe the sand off it, and I feel the engraved words with my fingers....

"Come, lets go in. It's cold outside." "I'm fine here.." I say. My mother slides her fingers through mine, and sits down besides me. We both weep as we sit and watch the sea from a distance. We watch the powerful waves go up and down.. It does not remain still at all. Yes, I watch the powerful waves. The waves in front of which even my love was helpless.. The night passes, but I remain there. - On the footsteps of my porch, hoping for her to return. Cursing the sea for drowning my love.. Thousands died. Many lives were lost. And she was one of them. The Tsunami took her away from me, and her body was not yet found. People have given up hope, because many more were missing. Everyone lost something or the other in the Tsunami. And I lost the person I was going to spend my life with.. I broke the promise of never letting her drown.. (Cont..)

"Michael! I'll drown. Put me down.." "Till I'm there, you actually think I'll let you?" "The water is more powerful than you are!" "There is nothing more powerful than my love for you.." I squeal as I'm thrown into the water. It pulls me in. It is fierce and strong. I cannot swim.. As I struggle to hold him, I feel his arms around me. He lifts me up and smiles. "Are you crazy! I could have died!" I snap. "Crazy? Yes, I am for you. And I want us to die in each others arms." Our eyes meet..and he holds my hands. His grip is tight, stopping me from tripping over. "Will you marry me?" He asks. The sun sets in the distance, and the colours reflect upon him. Every line of his face is clearly visible, and his eyes look intense and deep. I move closer. My eyes are fixed on his. "Yes I will.." I softly say. He envelopes me in his arms, and as our lips meet, he slides a ring down my finger. The sun s...

Fragile I am I melt in your arms.. You lift me up, You make me strong..

I didn’t know what I wanted in my life. I still don’t! Just like every normal teenager, I was lost in the maze of my dreams. I was confused in the mixture of my character that was a combination of what I actually was, what I wanted to be like and what people wanted me to be like. Every one goes through a phase like this, and so did I. And in the process of my change, I lost the real me. I forgot who I really was. Most importantly, I forgot how to love the real me! I had divided myself into three parts. I was living three lives at a go and they were all bonded by nothing but ‘lies’. My friends and the guys who made me feel like a princess became my soul companions. I wanted to fit in, and so I tried to become everything they considered cool. Listening to cool music, not caring about any thing in the world, sitting in cafes and smoking away! I was just so engrossed in wanting people to like me, that I applied everything they told me to myself! A part of me wanted to stop everything that ...

Your anger, my fear. My tears, your heart ache.. Our pain, Waiting for it to end. My eyes, your sorrow, My cries, your love. Your anger, fading.. Your hands, reaching out to hold mine. My heart, crumpling, Your arms - My castle Pulling me close, I lie there.. Letting your warmth Ease our pain. Our eyes, locked onto each others, My tears, you wipe. To you, I cling.. The fragile me, You hold tight. Your love, my heart. My heart, you love. Our journey together.. Will never end!

I guess all of you have read my 'Aura series'. If not, you may like to take a glimpse at it :) Well, here is other guest entry done by Rose :) You can check her out at http://thecarnelianrose.blogspot.com/ To begin with, Rose, I think you've done a great work :) I loved it.. (You know it :p) Here it goes.. :) Hope you all like it as much as I did! It's a continuation from after the two of them part ways.. All those sayings ultimately proved to be right. Happiness cannot last forever. Had it been a fallacy of my beliefs – always fearing that the spell would be broken even as I lay in her arms seeking solace? I don’t think I could ever forget the painful look in her eyes. However, it did not speak of longing... It spoke of remorse. Things were often left unsaid between us, even when it came to bidding each other goodbye. And yet, aspersions were cast. I couldn’t bring myself to believe that my love – a woman of will and resolve with an unquestionable strength of charact...

Broken I am, I cannot breathe. How can I live, When you have sucked the life out of me.. Tattered I lie, Betrayed I feel. Numbness all around, My tears fail to seize.. Faith- Hope- I trusted you.. But you, You cut through me, And left me. I gave you all you wanted, Lived my life as you pleased.. You made me feel worthless, You sucked everything I was meant to be. Lifeless I feel, No voice left in me.. I want to get up, I long to regain my strength. But, Broken I am, Tattered I lie.. I cannot breathe, How do I survive? Next post: Aura(Guest entry) by Rose :)

Here's the guest entry done by Risha :) Check her out at http://melodicscribbles.blogspot.com/ By now, She drew me in , and I never resisted back. Her smile was like sunshine brightening my days and enameling my nights, even more! By now, Life was no more a barren land, as she blossomed it with her enchanting essence, I wanted her, just her and no one else, and I was lucky 'coz she was mine, just mine and no one else's, I asked her, "Princess, Will you marry me?" and she painted the color of love on my white sky, Saying, "Anytime Sweetheart" And By now, We were no longer apart, not strangers anymore, we were right there, living together, In each other's very soul, we found a place of our own!

I felt my heart break for the first time that day.. And now, I realize that, the feelings I had and I have for her, is of love. She is gone now. Far away.. And all that I have of her is her memories.. Her sweet perfume, her deep eyes that bid me goodbye and said that she would never forget me. She was my first. She was the first one to touch my heart, and my soul.. And to break them.. .......... I keep my phone aside..close my book and drift away..letting her laughter make its way to my soul... So, this is it guys. The end of my story :) I know many of you wanted a happy ending. So, anyone who would like to make a guest entry, continuing the story and making it a happy ending, are welcome :) My next post is going to be a guest entry done by Risha who wanted a happy ending really badly :P Take Care! xx

And then... I realized that I had to let go of her.. I realized that she could never belong to me. She was getting married and she had to leave. I knew she was happy, but I knew that she was sorry. She had never expressed what she felt for me, but I knew that a part of her always wanted to be with me. And now, she was sorry for having to let go. Her eyes spoke to me, and I, understood what she felt. I felt her soft hands for the last time. I felt her lips brush against mine, and I felt her smell leave, as I watched her fade away from me.. She let go of me, before I could understand my feelings for her...

But there was something different about the way I felt. I wanted to protect her. I wanted to guard her.. Watching her sleep, her body pressed against mine, her innocence took my breath away. And, I was scared. Scared for her.. Scared of hurting her. I could never understand what she wanted from me. Sometimes, she was so gentle, loving. And sometimes, she would push me away and tell me to forget that something even existed between us! But, I coped up with it all. She was always on my mind. She always lingered around.. She was a mystery, and I wanted to solve her. I wanted to please her. Wanted to understand her. The weeks turned into months..and as time passed, I needed her even more.