♥♪ჱL!fe Through My Eyes♥♪ჱ

It’s hurting. It’s paining. Your doings are pinching my heart hard. I’m fading. I’m bleeding. I’m dying. And you’re just standing. Watching! Love. You said you loved me. Care! Said I was your world. But now you’re gone. You say it’s all the same… But it’s not. You’ve changed. It’s all different Cause I’m dying, And it’s as if you’re glad!

Hi Guys! I've just been awarded an award by Dibsy for my poems :) Thanks girl! You rock! MuaaHhh! :D And I'm passing this award to some really great bloggers! Actually there are many bloggers who deserve an award...but for the time being I just give it to just some, cause I've got my exam tomorrow! Sorry!!! The lucky deserving bloggers are... ♣ Jaky http://jakyas.blogspot.com/ ♣ Arnab http://technicolor-collage.blogspot.com/ ♣ Sakhi http://lyflyksakhi.blogspot.com/ ♣ Trinna http://silhouetteinthemirror.blogspot.com/ ♣ Vic http://victoria-no-surprises.blogspot.com/ ♣ Tara http://mylittlefashionfinds.blogspot.com/ ♣ vLo http://vloblogness.blogspot.com/ ♣ Ginger http://ginger-mixedemotions.blogspot.com/ ♣ Pratibha http://creatingnewblog.blogspot.com/ Thanks again Dibsy. You really rock :) ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ Here are two of my latest drawings :) Hope you all ...

It’s been a while, I’ve noticed you pass by… I stand in my balcony, And I’m on cloud 9 While I see you looking at me! I see you out with your friends, I watch you looking at me, secretly. I don’t think you’re gonna open up on your own, So I guess I need to make a move. I put on my trainers the next day, I pass by your house… Only to see a locked door, With a ‘For Sale’ board outside. I break down on that very moment, I can’t believe what I see. I ask the next door neighbors… They say he’s gone. I fell in love, But I was late… Couldn’t express myself, And now I regret! Your face haunts me in my dreams, I keep remembering your smile. If you didn’t like me back, Then why did you try to charm me? It’s been a week, I feel so low… I hear the doorbell And I see you, with flowers in your hands! I can’t believe it… You’re there, You’re back… On your knees, your heart ta...

Okay, so like my title and the picture suggests...I'm mixed! I mean, I'm happy. And I'm sad! :D I'm happy cause... ♥ Victoria's back to blogging with a new blog! And all of you need to check it out! http://victoria-no-surprises.blogspot.com/ ♥ We just have half day school now, so schools fun! Not even half day. Just one and a half hours :) Hardly any studying! ♥ I've got 55 followers! ♥ Summer break is approaching! (one and a half months break) Summer = Fun :) (: I'm sad cause... * Exams are approaching. Exam = Study = Arg!!!! i hate studying :( * I've got my 10th next year. So I'll have to study even in my vacations! :( * My sisters exams are going on, so I can't go out! * As soon as my sister's exams will get over, mine will start. So, I won't feel like studying! Cause she'll be having fun :( :( NOT FAIR!! Here's something I've written! ...

You may feel I’m weird. You may say that I’m totally emo. But only if you’d be in my place, You’d get to know what it’s like to have a numb heart! I don’t feel real anymore. I was just left there to cry as he walked away… Trust me, I froze! He used to love me, He used to hug me, Didn’t he feel me lock my arms around him...? Why did he have to go? I’m loosing it all Even my tears refuse to come out… It’s as if my world’s all over, It’s like I’m dying a painful death! I don’t wanna cry anymore, I wanna let go. But baby, I loved you. Too bad you didn’t care! Love’s already dead for me now. But now it’s haunting me, I really don’t know how long I’ll be able to hang on Cause I’m already loosing my grip And trust me, I’m numb. Totally. Forever!

I want nothing more but you, Cause when I am with you, I feel so true. Nothing to hide, I can just be 'me'... Can open my heart out Cause I feel you are a part of me! My fears I just leave behind, My sorrow I speak out to you. Boy! You are a miracle in my life... And I want it to last forever as you!

You took my hand in yours Pulled me close, and caught me by my waist. Locked your eyes into mine, And made me move along With the music that played behind. Your warm touch, Sailed right through my skin, Our toes moved together While all we cared about, was 'us'. The music stopped, You sat on your knees. Held yours arms wide open... Smiled and said, You wanted to be with me. I'd waited all along, I had even given up on you. But, finally the day came, When I actually got the feeling of you. I love everything about you And I still have a view of that day in my eyes. You're mine, and I'm glad, Cause you're the best thing I own! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Hi Guys!! Just before a few days a friend of mine forwarded me a mail and I really liked it. So, I'm posting it out here. Hope all of you like it! It's called 'Wet Pants'. ************************************************************************************** Come with me to a third grade classroom... .. There is a nine-year-old kid sitting at his desk and all of a sudden, there is a puddle between his feet and the front of his pants are wet. He thinks his heart is going to stop because he cannot possibly imagine how this has happened. It's never happened before, and he knows that when the boys find out he will never hear the end of it.. When the girls find out, they'll never speak to him again as long as he lives. The boy believes his heart is going to stop; he puts his head down and prays this prayer, "Dear God, this is an emergency! I need help now! Five minutes from now I'm dead meat." He looks up from his prayer and here comes the teacher wit...

You just walked away. You didn't even care about what I felt. You said it was over....so easily That it was hard for me to believe. You asked me not to cry, Said I'll find a better guy. But honey, Why can't you see... That the one who made me cry, Can only make me smile. And that's no other but YOU!

It feels like I've been locked up in a tower, Waiting for somebody to rescue me. I look down... I watch you pass by on your black pony! I shout out, but I'm too high. You go away, without hearing my cry. I try to tie all the sheets together, Thinking I'll jump down And land right into your arms, But, poor me! It's so very high! It feels like I'm invisible for you, Just wanna spread my arms And jump off! Wanna see you down there, Ready to catch me. But, nah...You ride away all the time! I wanna come out of this tower, I'm sick of noticing you pas by. So whatcha waiting for boy... Look up, and rescue the Princess in distress! *HugZz*