Where ! Bel()ng




Sometimes I feel that I’m not good enough…
Sometimes I feel that I just wanna fly away…
Hide under some imaginary roof…
Or maybe seek a kind shelter somewhere.
Even one kind hand will make a difference to me…
Even a smile can change my life…
But who will give that to me!?
My dad and mum just know how to fight,
My sis is outta her mind!
I don’t have anyone.
I stand in here all alone.
I wish I had someone
Who’d like to know me…

I’m fed up of my life,
I’m so beautifully broken.
It’s as if I’m gonna loose it all,
But whose gonna hold me close,
When I break open…

School sucks!
My grades I’ve messed up so much;
My friends have all deserted me,
Oh! I so badly wish I could run away.
This place I hate so much,
This life of mine that I’ve messed up so badly…
Tears stick to my eyes,
But there’s no one to care!
All I wanna know
And all I wanna find out
All I want is a place…
Where I belong!

Comments

  1. mariposaSeptember 29, 2008 at 1:13 PM

    Wow, that's a great post. I like how it seems so strong, yet honest. By the way, thanks so much for the comment & adding me to your blog roll :) I'll definitely be coming back to check your blog.

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  2. DibsySeptember 29, 2008 at 6:08 PM

    Wowzy wow wow you should seriously show these to the public. (it'll make you go a long way hon, believe me)

    What'd you mean I'm invisible?! :O

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  3. vLoSeptember 29, 2008 at 7:46 PM

    i feel exactly the same most of the time too. It's like I don't belong with the people who doesn't like me but pretend to just to not get my feelings hurt. Anyways, It's so strong and clear. Really you should put it in the public. (but yeah what gogdibsy :d said.... It'd be a long long way too)

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  4. cSeptember 30, 2008 at 6:13 AM

    woah! I love it! And i love the picture!
    You really are talented!
    and I know how u feel. alone.
    Dibsy is so right!! Show it to the public.

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  5. AnonymousSeptember 30, 2008 at 1:19 PM

    Thank for the comment on Music.Is.Life I'm glad you like it =D

    I LOVE that drawing. I used to do a lot of anime/manga style drawing...that's really good.

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  6. SydneySeptember 30, 2008 at 5:54 PM

    i know what you mean when you talk about grades that you've messed up and fighting parents...

    i know it seems impossible, but there is a way to get through!

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  7. Darling.October 1, 2008 at 8:01 PM

    Wow. I used to feel that way all the time, but then I just stopped caring and realized I have to keep on living life. I'll grow up to be this awesome person and whatever about the people who made me feel bad and sad and angry.

    Your really great with poetry.

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