They say I'm hard hearted.
They say I just can't feel.
They say I'm hopeless.
They say I just can't cry.
My heart weeps,
I cry at night.
I don't tell them how I feel
Cause they're all just so engaged with their work.
They are all busy,
Fighting and screaming at each other.
I just keep quite.
I do yell at times when I have no other option...
But how can they say that I'm hard hearted?
At least I don't throw stuff around my house
Or bang doors
Or blackmail anybody.
At least I don't roam about the house
With a grumpy look on my face
Or always telling them
About how much money they have been wasting.
At least I know how to apologize,
At least I know how to shut up when things get worst.
If being hard hearted is this,
Then I'm glad I'm hard.
Just cause I don't show my feelings
Even though my heart is over flowing with sadness.
Just cause I block my ears and listen to rock music
To feel good.
It does not mean that I'm emotionless.
It's just that
Every time I want to express myself
I stop cause I know that they are not going to listen!