♥♪ჱL!fe Through My Eyes♥♪ჱ

Holding hands we walk in the rain, Silent promises we make to one another... ♥

Slowly, he inches forward And leans over me. He looks into my eyes And I just can't look away. His hands slide around my waist, And slowly, his grip tightens. I hold onto him, but deep down... I want to get away. He kisses me softly, I can feel him in me, His scent fills me up, His warmth touches my heart. He holds me tightly, And kisses me on my forehead. I want to speak up, But I'm filled with guilt. I know I'm lying and I want to confess. I remind myself, that I have no rights to play with his heart. I want to tell him everything, even if it means I'll loose him... But instead, I lean on his shoulder and hold him tight, I love him, but the guilt eats me up...

So much to say, So much to write… So much to express, So much to do, But so little time! So many thoughts, I long to express… So many feelings, I can’t wait to pen down. So many wishes, I long to fulfill… Endless things I want to do, But time flies, And leaves its imprint behind With a pinch of regret, That strikes me hard And leaves me, not knowing what to do!

From a curious little child, To today a girl of fifteen... My wishes have changed, But I continue to dream. The only difference is, I don't want to be Cinderella, I don't want to bathe with my barbie dolls, I don't see stars as magic balls, And now I know that there's no Wee Wiley Winky hidden in my house! As time changed, So did it change me. The lollipop days have gone, But the sweetness remains... And, It still brings a smile to my face, And sometimes I want to re-live the times When I would stare at a balloon with my eyes open wide!

Hi Guys!! I know I'm been away for so long. I've just been totally busy with school and other stuff :) But here I am now. :) Hope you've all been good! Sweet Dreams... Hush a by baby Sleep with your broken heart. He does not care, So learn to get out of the pain! It pricks, I know, But he never loved you. Close your eyes And rock by. Cry, but he won't hear. Even if your tears flow, He won't be near.. So, let go! Hush a by baby. You have to let the love go. I know it's hard... But you have to, you need to. Take it all as a nightmare. It's over, It's gone. It has passed. Now leave the shadows and walk on. Take a deep breath, Move out of the cover and make a new start! Think of good things And have a sweet dream! Hush a by baby, Leave all the worries to the sky above. The stars are twinkling on you, So don't you cry, don't you worry. Just close your eyes And have a sound sleep of angels and fairies. ♥

Sometimes you're good to me, Sometimes you turn your back on me. Sometimes you say that you care, Sometimes you just walk away. Sometimes you're sweet to me, Sometimes I see hatred in your eyes. Sometimes you hold me close just like before, Sometimes you push me away. Sometimes you call and talk for hours, Sometimes you ignore my calls and tell me not to disturb. Sometimes you're all calm, Sometimes you yell. Sometimes you say that you still love me, Sometimes you say that it's all over and there is no turning back! Sometimes everything's perfect, just like before. Sometimes it's all broken apart; I am unable to mend! It hurts, Cause I don't know what you want from me My broken heart just can't stop bleeding Cause you pop in and out all the time. Sometimes I wish you'd walk just walk away And leave me forever. Sometimes I wish you'd hold me close And be with me forever. But most of the times, I just wanna go back and make things fine between the ...

Have you ever seen the way I look at you? Have you ever noticed me blushing when you smile at me? Have you ever noticed how quite I go when we're all alone? Have you seen that shine in my eyes when you look at me? Have you ever noticed how I always try to look good when you're there? Have you ever seen how upset I get when you leave? There are so many such feelings I have for you, But how to express them, that I don't know! Cause you are with her, And my feelings don't count. But, Have you ever felt That there's a special place in my heart for you? And have you ever realized that my heart longs to be loved by you?