♥♪ჱL!fe Through My Eyes♥♪ჱ

Like a little kid, she would snuggle up into my arms, and we would lie that way for hours and hours together. Though she was older than me, she made me feel like the grownup. Her presence had taken me on the path of manhood. She was like a little fairy- filled with positivity. And, she did wonders to me. She made me feel alive! The light kisses we shared, the intimate moments we had, and how one thing led to the other... Filled with guilt, and yet we felt safe when we were together. The closer we got, the more I craved for her. The days turned into weeks, and we never gave up on exploring.. The bond we had formed could not be understood by me. After all, what would an eighteen year old guy even want from a twenty-five year old female! I was getting what every boy longs for..

A story of first love.. And of lost love. . My concentration is broken, and.. Her sweet perfume lingers in me, and her curves I long to feel once again. I pick up my phone and think of calling her up. Her voice I long to hear. I want her laughter to fill me up once again. Her face flashes upon my eyes. Her deep eyes, her soft hair, and the way they fell on her face, giving me only a glimpse of the naughtiness that filled her eyes. Her eyes... They were her best feature, intense and they spoke to me. I have seen those eyes shine with glee, and I have also seen them drowning with tears. And now, I long for them. I long to see my reflection in them. Flashbacks come crowding upon me, and she is all over my mind. I want her to come back! I want to drift away in her aura.. (To be continued...) It's the first time I'm trying to write from a boy's view :) Don't know how it's going to turn out! =D

You're killing me softly Your words are no longer sweet, In your eyes I see a dark path.. Which leads me to nowhere. Your touch is now cold, No comfort I find... Everything you say, I find I lie. Suffocated I feel, I want to get away. The taste of your lips, I want to wash away. You're killing me softly, I can feel our bond breaking... An empty love I feel. But.. I let your taste linger in me, Hoping to find your warmth someday. I give in to you, I lose myself in you... While, You love kills me softly And I let it hurt With closed eyes.. Scared to open them, Afraid to face!

I want to feel the rain on my face, I want to laugh out loud! Across the sky, I want to fly.. I want to breathe I want to feel alive!

In your arms, I feel safe. In your heart, I feel mine beat.. In your eyes, I see trust. In your love, I have faith.. In you, I find me. With you, I always want to remain..