“I don’t wanna hurt him anymore, I don’t wanna take away his life... I don’t wanna be a murderer.” I lie on the crumpled bed sheet, alone. Naked. I close my eyes, tighten my fist, and try to stop the guilt from growing, from eating me up. It wasn’t the first time. I should have been accustomed to all of this by now, but no I’m not. I don’t think I ever will…yet I continue to do so, and yet I lie in his arms, and crave for him when he’s not around. The pictures appear in my mind. Flash backs. They always do after he leaves. And I always try to shut them from my mind. But it’s next to impossible. No, I don’t love him. I already have a lover, and he? He already has a family. It’s just the craving, the desperation, and the intense longing of being loved. He caresses me, he’s firm, strong, and I easily melt inside him. When he’s besides me, he is all I see. I don’t think about anything else. The world just seems beautiful when we lie next to each other, exhausted. And then, he leaves...
They continue to live and be happy about what they have, even though they have so little. Innocence in the eyes, shines like a spark so brilliant.
ReplyDeleteBeautiful pics.
Cheers,
Blasphemous Aesthete
Nice pics dear.... i have been good,,,, anything new?
ReplyDeleteWhy in B&W.. !! good pics. dont spoil the originality and try to reduce Photoshop to Max out the product.
ReplyDeletelearn from them then :)
ReplyDeleteand juhi suits u more tha philo.
Extraordinaire post,..vry human and touchy,..they have their own goals and they achieve in smooth way coz they do not rush the way we do, sometimes we even forget what we are...
ReplyDeletehey thnx for visiting ma blog...
do visit again as there is more about colors in rainbow
I don't recall seeing these pictures.
ReplyDeleteOh well. You know how fond I'm of your photography. Nicely done. :)
nice picturs !
ReplyDeleteand agreed with raj ! juhi suits you better !
nice pics...
ReplyDeleteJuhi,
ReplyDeleteBeautifully captured photographs and such nice short poem to say it all.
Take care
Amazing...! You captured it very well. Loved your under notes too. Have a good day!
ReplyDeletegreat pictures!
ReplyDeleteWow .. I loved the pics and the caption .. First time on ur blog,loved it :)
ReplyDeleteThey find joy in little things and we somehow are never content with all that we have.. Love the photo's :)
ReplyDeleteWOW.. i must say.. really nice clicks.. :) loved all of it. all of them say a story through their eyes :)
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