♥♪ჱL!fe Through My Eyes♥♪ჱ

Bidding goodbye, Cherishing the memories And blowing away the negatives… Leaving the past behind… Happy to be alive, Ready to face what tomorrow has in store! ♥

You held on to me so firmly, Yet your touch was so gentle. Your eyes pierced into mine.. While your breath slowly and softly mixed with mine. My senses soon drifted away, When you pressed your lips against mine And then We let our bodies unite, While you carried me slowly through the stairway of your love..! ♥ xoxo

I'm swaying away in your thoughts, And As the wind blows... It's as if you're trying to reach out to me. I feel your presence touch me lightly... It's so soft, That for once I almost believe it. But then, I realize That it's time I must accept, That you're gone And will never return! It's just the cold night... Trying to accompany me, As I try to wash away your memories. Once again, thanks RainBoy for reviewing :) You're amazing =) xoxo

Why is it that I always write sad stuff? Why is it that there's always a flow of negativity in me? Why is it that I always feel so lonely? Why is it that there is always a shadow cast over me? Why is it that I always let my past haunt me? Why is it that fear grips me again and again? Why is it that I'm afraid to fall in love? Why is it that I'm scared of rejection and being left alone? Why is it that whenever I see hope, I avoid it? Why is it that whenever I feel happiness around me, I find sorrow in it? Why am I so scared to face the truth? Why am I so scared to be me? Why do I keep running away? Why am I afraid to live once again?