I have to go...



I’m not leaving cause you’re a bad guy.
You’re great but just not the one for me.
I don’t want to depart on a bad note…
I don’t want to leave
Leaving a wrong note on your heart.

Things have been great between us.
You gave me everything I ever needed.
We crossed the hard times so easily,
Because you carried me in your arms
All through those miserable days…

I know that you’re going to be in a shock.
You may even curse me throughout your life.
But trust me,
I have to leave.

I wish we could go back to being best friends,
But the step we have taken cannot be undone.
I’m sorry for getting you to see this day,
But I cannot help it.

Don’t worry about your life,
You’re a great person,
So do keep your heart open…
Cause all girls are not like me!

Take this as a positive thing,
Don’t let my doings spoil your life.
Let go off me,
And move on.

It will be hard, I know.
But I also know that you’re strong enough.
Lastly,
I’d like to say thank you for everything.

You’ve always stood besides me…
Thank you for making me feel special everyday.

I’m extremely sorry for making those fake promises.
I’m sorry for hurting you so bad.
I don’t know what else to say,
Because I know all of this is going to pinch you anyways.

Just let go,
And keep dreaming.
I pray you remain happy
And I hope all good comes your way.

Comments

  1. JackFebruary 8, 2010 at 11:51 PM

    Juhi,

    Sugar coated bitter pill. WOW! What a way to tell NO MORE! Very nicely penned.

    Take care

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  2. sjmachFebruary 9, 2010 at 12:27 AM

    I wish we could go back to being best friends,
    But the step we have taken cannot be undone.
    I’m sorry for getting you to see this day,
    But I cannot help it.

    I am finding it very hard to be friends again with someone I broke up recently!

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  3. Sakhi.February 9, 2010 at 1:29 AM

    superbb...!!...gr8...!!
    fantastic...!!
    mayb cause i can perfectly relate to this one...!!

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  4. UnknownFebruary 9, 2010 at 3:34 AM

    AWesome post yaar...
    really cool work...
    loved it so much.:)

    Cheers

    Nuts

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  5. supriyaFebruary 9, 2010 at 6:44 AM

    so very optimistic....great...!!! thank god...you put your foot down on something so strongly this time...!! keep it up..

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  6. Blunt EdgesFebruary 9, 2010 at 9:13 AM

    a breakup when things just don't work out...no fight...no misunderstandings...actually these are the most common ones but these are never highlighted...strange na?

    my fav lines:
    "I’m extremely sorry for making those fake promises.
    I’m sorry for hurting you so bad.
    I don’t know what else to say,
    Because I know all of this is going to pinch you anyways."

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  7. Anil SawanFebruary 9, 2010 at 11:32 AM

    i liked the pic u chose for this note. its always sad to part, atleast u showed that "the end" could be written in a beautiful font. good one.

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  8. Bella_182February 9, 2010 at 2:58 PM

    Hey!,
    I love it. Made me cry a little. You should totally make a book of all your poems bc they are so great!
    ((Sorry I haven't been on much either. Kind of busy))

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  9. Sh@sFebruary 10, 2010 at 10:54 AM

    It is difficult to let go off things.
    Nicely penned.

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  10. Sakhi.February 11, 2010 at 1:40 AM

    obviously i dun mean THAT:)
    i jus tried to say tht i can connect to ur feelings....not the episode:)
    btw ptm is on 20th:(

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  11. ShafiFebruary 11, 2010 at 3:31 AM

    just admiring "Hoooos that loozer !!"
    ha ha ha :D ..nice

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  12. BloggerFebruary 12, 2010 at 1:46 AM

    Wow..thats good way of departing from a beloved life so easily !! I dunno gal wat made you go away from that person but appreciate the way you daringly weaved those feelings in words ! Kudos !

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  13. KaranMarch 5, 2010 at 12:57 PM

    kuch na kahe ke bhi , sab kuch keh diya. Nice thoughts and a sweet ending . Though "its tough" but yes then everything was not meant to be sugar.

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