tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-44750525928847049092024-03-25T06:58:01.907-07:00♥♪ჱL!fe Through My Eyes♥♪ჱA wanderer.. An Explorer, A dreamer!PhilO♥http://www.blogger.com/profile/02754122680372548153noreply@blogger.comBlogger341125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4475052592884704909.post-58404580866962854202013-06-17T09:21:00.001-07:002013-06-17T09:21:39.355-07:00Just Another Woman In Love.. Part 2<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">He never told me about his wife, and nor did I ask him. In fact, I knew nothing about his life. I just wanted to be around him. We’d walk in the park at night once he was done with his work. We’d sit and talk, and we’d make some more love. Behind the bushes, in the tree house of the park, in the bar and sometimes in my apartment. He never took me back to his place, and I figured that his wife was back home.<br /><br />She often called while we were together. He often avoided the calls, often said that he was in a meeting and would be late. But he also often walked away from me to talk to her. I didn’t like the secretive behaviour. But I liked having him around me. I liked the way he felt.<br /> </span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">“Tell me about your wife.” I asked.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">“Why do you want to know?” He laughed.<br /><br />I say nothing for a while.<br /><br />“Do you think that I could be your wife someday?” I gradually ask, waiting for an answer. He just laughs, kissing my shoulders.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">“I like being with you, but you need to know that we can have nothing more than this. Okay?”<br /><br />I close my eyes and nod. I try to stop the tears from flowing.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">I lie in the dark with him. His grip is tight around me, and I feel so weak in front of him.<br />...... </span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">I waited all night for him. He said that he’d come, but he didn’t. I cooked for him, dressed up.. But he just didn’t come. </span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><i>I spent the night smoking away in the balcony. And for once, I felt very alone.</i><br />......<br />“You didn’t come.” I said, when he walks inside the apartment.<br /><br />“I was busy.” He says, as he comes closer to kiss me.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">“Busy with what?” I push him away from me.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">“That’s not your concern.” He pulls me closer to him and starts to kiss me again. I want to walk away, but I can’t. When I don’t respond to him, he lets go off my hand.<br /><br />“I have a daughter. She’s six. It was her birthday. I’m sorry I couldn’t come to you.” He says.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">“You have a daughter?” I was shocked, though I didn’t have any reason to be shocked.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">He was a married man. It should have been obvious that he had a family. I walk away from him and lock myself in the washroom.<br /><br />I stay in there for a long time.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">....<br /><i>“Mummy, where is daddy?” I ask.<br />My mother says nothing. I ask again and again, but she does not respond. She’s crying. It gets louder, and I don’t know what to do.<br />“He’s gone. Your daddy left us for another woman.” She gradually says.</i><br /><i> </i></span></span><br />
<i><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">I wake up. I cannot see that dream any longer. It’s haunting. I cannot be like the woman who broke my family apart. </span></span></i><br />
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PhilO♥http://www.blogger.com/profile/02754122680372548153noreply@blogger.com32tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4475052592884704909.post-2776773284771038512013-06-05T10:08:00.001-07:002013-06-05T10:08:42.712-07:00Just Another Woman In Love.. (Part 1)<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Image from One Tree Hill</td><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;"><br /></td></tr>
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<![endif]--><i><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">I move away from the door. The banging increases, his voice becomes louder, more fierce. I slowly inch away, though my feet don’t seem to move. I shut every window, every door, till I’m finally in my room. I can hear him no longer, but nor do I feel safe. For it was only in his arms, where I seemed to belong... </span></span></i><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">I wrap my arms with the thin scarf. The setting winter breeze gives me the chills, and I’m unable to protect myself. I run into the small bar and sit down, hoping that I could get some warmth.<br /><br />As I sip my coffee, I see a man staring at me. Or rather, staring right through me. He sighs as he sees me look towards him. I look away and sip my coffee. I hum along the song that plays.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">I was used to this. Sitting alone, eating alone.. Solace was all around me, even though I always had people surrounding me. I never longed for the presence of someone else. I was perfectly fine being on my own.<br /><br />“Good song, right?” He asks, interrupting my thoughts.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">I just nod, and then get back to my coffee.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">“Mind if I sit here?” He asks again.<br /><br />I shrug. I didn’t want any company, but he looked sad. He sits down on the opposite side and starts to read the newspaper.<br /><br />I was used to this too. Men eyed me everywhere. They always wanted me, and yes, I did give myself to them. I found happiness in satisfying them. With them, I never felt alone. And once it was over, I didn’t contact them again. I knew what this man wanted from me. It was pretty obvious. But for a change, he made my insides twist too.<br /><br />I glance up now and again, taking a good look at him - Broad shoulders, dark eyes, unshaved chin, messy hair, and a slight frown. He notices me look at him. I blush and look down, noticing a ring on his finger.<br /><br />“Your wife must be waiting. Don’t you think it’s late?” I ask, with a laugh.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">“Haha no. She’s out of town, and the house just feels very empty.” He says.<br />“Do you want a drink?” I ask.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">He smiles, and then I slide in besides him.<br /><br />One drink turns into two, and then we gradually lose track. We laugh, talk, drink and dance a little. The place is empty now. Our voices echo, and my body no longer shiver. “Do you want to get out of here?” he asks. I nod my head and let him guide me out.<br /><br />He takes me to his place. We drink some more, laugh a little more, and then I gradually feel his heavy breath on my skin. His smell lingers around me, and I wrap myself around his warm body. I didn’t want to get up.</span></span><br />
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<i><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">Sleeping around, yes. Done that, plenty of times. Holding someone and sleeping? No, he was the first one. He made me feel different.</span></i></div>
PhilO♥http://www.blogger.com/profile/02754122680372548153noreply@blogger.com26tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4475052592884704909.post-83182747386874614942013-04-27T05:20:00.000-07:002013-04-27T05:20:37.869-07:00<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif; font-size: large;"><i>Your grip tightens, as you pull me closer.</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif; font-size: large;"><i>Our eyes lock</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif; font-size: large;"><i>While time seems frozen.</i></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif; font-size: large;"><i>A step closer</i></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif; font-size: large;"><i>You turn me around</i></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif; font-size: large;"><i>Spinning..</i></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif; font-size: large;"><i>I run </i></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif; font-size: large;"><i>Right into your arms.</i></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif; font-size: large;"><i>With our bodies close enough,</i></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif; font-size: large;"><i>Close enough..</i></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif; font-size: large;"><i>To feel you breathe</i></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif; font-size: large;"><i>Closing my eyes, I sway..</i></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif; font-size: large;"><i>To wherever you lead. </i></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif; font-size: large;"><i>The perfect moves you make me take</i></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif; font-size: large;"><i>And those looks..</i></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif; font-size: large;"><i>They make me melt</i></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif; font-size: large;"><i>Transfixed I am</i></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif; font-size: large;"><i>To this dance of ours</i></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif; font-size: large;"><i>And to you</i></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif; font-size: large;"><i>I surrender, my whole.</i></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif; font-size: large;"><i>But</i></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif; font-size: large;"><i>The music starts to fade, </i></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif; font-size: large;"><i>While the lights gradually dim</i></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif; font-size: large;"><i>Bringing me to face you</i></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif; font-size: large;"><i>Sliding into your arms</i></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif; font-size: large;"><i>Letting the dance end.</i></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif; font-size: large;"><i><br /></i></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif; font-size: large;"><i>So close,</i></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif; font-size: large;"><i>I cannot breathe..</i></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif; font-size: large;"><i>Your heart fastens</i></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif; font-size: large;"><i>While mine skips plenty of beats;</i></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif; font-size: large;"><i><br /></i></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif; font-size: large;"><i>Looking at you,</i></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif; font-size: large;"><i>Eyes once again locking..</i></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif; font-size: large;"><i>Smiling and wondering</i></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif; font-size: large;"><i>If you feel the same.</i></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif; font-size: large;"><i><br /></i></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif; font-size: large;"><i>Standing in the dark</i></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif; font-size: large;"><i>Still enveloped within your arms,</i></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif; font-size: large;"><i>The applause we shut</i></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif; font-size: large;"><i><br /></i></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif; font-size: large;"><i>My eyes slowly close</i></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif; font-size: large;"><i>While you..</i></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif; font-size: large;"><i>Turn me around once again</i></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif; font-size: large;"><i>Letting the dance</i></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif; font-size: large;"><i>Never end. </i></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
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PhilO♥http://www.blogger.com/profile/02754122680372548153noreply@blogger.com21tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4475052592884704909.post-51166626671691733582013-01-19T06:06:00.001-08:002013-01-19T06:08:07.560-08:00Tripping Cause I'm Clumsy :)<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;"><u>picture from: </u><a href="http://www.google.co.in/imgres?imgurl=http://www.wallmay.net/thumbnails/detail/20120316/girls%2520generation%2520snsd%2520high%2520heels%25201440x900%2520wallpaper_www.wallmay.com_23.jpg&imgrefurl=http://www.wallmay.net/Superstar/Girls_generation/girls_generation_snsd_high_heels_1440x900_wallpaper_7425&usg=__hZFTcoDEbTGaHRxGN1kpfKpVYeI=&h=500&w=800&sz=227&hl=en&start=74&sig2=B-NAsyo0OhnJVYaaZGKt7w&zoom=1&tbnid=Jxkg9_WFwasywM:&tbnh=89&tbnw=143&ei=56X6UKaOAYHSrQfqmYCICA&prev=/search%3Fq%3Dgirls%2Bin%2Bhigh%2Bheels%26start%3D60%26hl%3Den%26sa%3DN%26gbv%3D2%26tbm%3Disch&itbs=1">here</a></td></tr>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">They
say that we suddenly grow up at a point, without realizing. </span></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">We suddenly stop
doing what we always have been doing and we take a break to think. And then we change
the gears and let go of all the stupidity. </span></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">We may not like it in the beginning,
but this break is required. We need to sort ourselves out, and I think that
this is what I’ve been trying to do from the past few weeks.</span></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I’ve
heard that college changes people. Tomboyish girls start to wear make up, and
the nerds start to bunk classes, while the desperate ones are all over each
other. No hard feelings, but this is what happens.</span></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I’ve
been thinking about which category I lie in. And honestly, I’m clueless. While
people around me are too busy attending some party or the other, or while
uploading pictures on </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">social networking sites, I’ve been so
lost because none of these things seem appealing to me any longer.</span></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I
don’t find the need of going to the washroom every now and then just to make
sure that my hair is proper. I don’t want to buy the latest fashion clothes or
suddenly walk in heels, because I know that I am sure to trip!</span></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">While
the whole world around me is too busy trying on different masks and finding
their way out, I’m happy shedding all the colours that I was once covered in. I
don’t want to pretend or try to be cool. I just want to be myself. Whether
people like me or not, I honestly no longer care.</span></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I’ve
felt so lost. But now when I look at the people around me, I think I’ve found
my way through the maze at last. I’ve found myself while people are too busy
losing themselves.</span></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Are
we that ashamed of ourselves that we need to change? Or are we that weak to let
others change us into something we are not?</span></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I
believe that no matter how hard we try, or how many masks we wear, in the end
of the day, we come back to being ourselves. We are all Plain Janes, in some
way or the other, and it is all right to be plain instead of being pretentious.</span></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Did
I grow up too fast, or are the people around me a bit too immature? Well, I
don’t want an answer to that. </span></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I’m just happy with the way things are right now.
And next time I see a girl trip because of those heels, I’m just going to tell
her that it’s high time she realizes that those shoes aren’t meant for her. And
she should grab her pair before they wear out. </span></div>
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PhilO♥http://www.blogger.com/profile/02754122680372548153noreply@blogger.com38tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4475052592884704909.post-14172381393139554652012-12-04T00:45:00.001-08:002012-12-04T00:45:14.197-08:00Echoing Breaths<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">weheartit.com<br /></td></tr>
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<i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b>I've never been so tired. I've never felt as lonely as I do right now. I didn't think that I would want to give up. But today, I cannot recognize myself. I can't face anything. And nor can I run. I'm trapped within myself, and no matter how hard I try, there is no escape.</b></span></i><br />
<i><b><br /></b></i>
<i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;">The house echoes. It reflects the loneliness that surrounds me. It understands the pain that I carry. I sit and stare at the empty space that has wrapped me within it. I sit and stare. That is the only thing I do, and I don't even know why. There is nothing around me, and yet I feel trapped. The emptiness gradually starts to suffocate me. It's in my blood, in my heart and it makes my breath heavy. </span></span></i><br />
<i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;">The echo is my only companion and my shadow is the only moving thing around.</span></span></i><br />
<i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;">The stars sing to me every night while the moon light tries to comfort me. The sun is the only warmth I get. But none of this makes any difference. I'm cold, frozen, and nothing helps. </span></span></i><br />
<i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;">My eyes are desperate for someone known. My heart is tired, and I can no longer breathe alone. I just want someone to hold me and get me out of this place. </span></span></i><br />
<i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;">I keep looking out of the window. The doors are all open, but nobody ever walks in. </span></span></i><br />
<i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;">I don't blink. I keep looking out, letting the tears flow. My nails dig into my skin and when I can't handle it any more, I scream and run out. My body feels heavy as it moves. My throat pains and my head spins. But I don't stop. I run till I can. I just want to get away. I finally drop to the ground, feeling dead. Am I dead?</span></span></i><br />
<i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;">But on waking up, I find myself back to the same place. I am trapped. The echoes are back. I can never be free, nobody can ever find me. My shadow continues to cling to me. </span></span></i><br />
<i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><br /></span></span></i>
<i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;">I breathe alone, while my heart sighs. </span></span></i><br />
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PhilO♥http://www.blogger.com/profile/02754122680372548153noreply@blogger.com33tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4475052592884704909.post-89774184432002379242012-09-19T10:20:00.001-07:002012-09-19T10:21:27.064-07:00The Little Match Girl<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Image from <a href="http://listverse.files.wordpress.com/2008/12/thelittesmatchgirlbyeirce9.jpg">here</a></td></tr>
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<i><br />What am I doing, I don’t know. </i></div>
<div style="font: normal normal normal 18px/normal 'Times New Roman'; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">
<i>What would I like to do, I no longer know..</i></div>
<div style="font: normal normal normal 18px/normal 'Times New Roman'; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">
<i>I’m just sitting and watching everything pass by. </i></div>
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<i><br /></i></div>
<div style="font: normal normal normal 18px/normal 'Times New Roman'; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">
<i>I’m just sitting, doing nothing. </i></div>
<div style="font: normal normal normal 18px/normal 'Times New Roman'; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">
<i>My visions are lost and I can’t seem to find myself.</i></div>
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<i><br /></i></div>
<div style="font: normal normal normal 18px/normal 'Times New Roman'; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">
<i>People pass me. </i></div>
<div style="font: normal normal normal 18px/normal 'Times New Roman'; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">
<i>I sit in the corner of the street and wonder</i></div>
<div style="font: normal normal normal 18px/normal 'Times New Roman'; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">
<i>If any one of them feels the way I do. </i></div>
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<i><br /></i></div>
<div style="font: normal normal normal 18px/normal 'Times New Roman'; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">
<i>I was once like them. </i></div>
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<i>Moving.</i></div>
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<i>But now, I’ve come to a standstill.</i></div>
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<i>Lost I feel, </i></div>
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<i>And I don’t know which way I’m supposed to take. </i></div>
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<i>I’m cold and tired, </i></div>
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<i>But I cannot move.</i></div>
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<i>I cannot think. </i></div>
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<i>I cannot find myself.</i></div>
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<i>I feel dead and lost. </i></div>
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<i>No summer breeze blows around me any longer.</i></div>
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<i>I’m just wrapped up in winter.</i></div>
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<i>Lifeless, and cold..</i></div>
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<i>I’m in the dark </i></div>
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<i>And no matter how many matches I light, </i></div>
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<i>I get no warmth. </i></div>
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<i>And no matter how many matches I light,</i></div>
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<i>They show me nothing apart from my broken dreams.</i></div>
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<i>I have no support now.</i></div>
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<i>I’m frozen.</i></div>
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<i>And it’s too late to break free. </i></div>
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<i>Trapped I am. </i></div>
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<i>I’ve lost myself in the crowd that passes me all the time.</i></div>
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<i>And I just sit and try to find,</i></div>
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<i>But I don’t see myself anywhere.</i></div>
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<i>Where am I?</i></div>
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<i>Where is my life?</i></div>
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<i>Where is my smile?</i></div>
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<i>I hear laughter.</i></div>
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<i>It echoes.</i></div>
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<i>I hear my laughter..</i></div>
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<i>But when I look around, I don’t find it. </i></div>
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<i>I cannot grab it.</i></div>
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<i>My heart echoes..</i></div>
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<i>It’s empty without my laughter. </i></div>
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<i>But I cannot see it anywhere. </i></div>
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<i>I’m tired of searching. </i></div>
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<i>And now,</i></div>
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<i>My matches are over</i></div>
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<i>And my smile is lost.</i></div>
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<i>Will I ever find it?</i></div>
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<i>I don’t know.</i></div>
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<i>I don’t know anything</i></div>
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<i>Any longer.</i></div>
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<i><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">It is time.</span></span></i><br />
<i><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I know it is.</span></span></i><br />
<i><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I want to get up, but my body refuses to move. I try calling out, but my voice betrays me. Closing my eyes, I listen to my heart beat. still breathing..but deep down I was already dead. </span></span></i><br />
<i><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I can't fight any more. It's nature's call for me, and I have to abide. </span></span></i><br />
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I slowly manage to turn my head towards the left. Everything looks hazy, but I can see my grand daughter scribbling on the walls of the room. I naturally smile, my heart lightens. I was once just like her. Carefree and young. I had life in me. But now.. Lifeless I feel, just like a flower, slowly withering away. My fragrance, lost.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I look outside the window. If I could, then I would capture everything I see. Unclear they are, but at least I can see. The birds chirp, and the atmosphere gradually cools. </span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">It is evening. Time to return home, and the same applied to me. As the sun slowly begins to set, the colours blind me..and I start to drift away.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">My journey had begun.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Shades of yellow are slowly enveloped by those of orange, just like my youth was gradually taken over by old age. Life goes on, and change is inevitable. </span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Transition.. I was always scared to face what lay beyond. But now, lying here, I watch the colours change..silently, counting every breath of mine. Feeling each heart beat.</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Yellow..still breathing.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Orange..still alive.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Red.. </span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">And then, it all went black.</span></span><br />
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<i><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">They're moving me, touching me. But I feel nothing. I smell fragrance, I hear sounds.</span></span></i><br />
<i><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">But I feel empty, my soul - light. </span></span></i><br />
<i><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I carry no burden, no possession. Slowly I begin to drift into the universe. And then, I see light..and I know that this is not the end. There is nothing to fear.</span></span></i><br />
<i><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Tomorrow, the sun will rise again, and soon I will bloom again. </span></span></i><br />
<i><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Till then, I will fly with the wind..cherishing the life I was gifted with. </span></span></i><br />
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<span style="font-size: small;"> </span><span style="font-size: small;">Heads turn around when I walk.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">I bend down,</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">Giving them a good show.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">I tie my hair up,</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">My neck revealing my availability, </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">Open shirt buttons</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">Screams- </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">‘Come get me’.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">Legs hitched up over the table,</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">Smoke coming out within my red lips.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">All eyes on me,</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">Well, who wouldn’t want me!</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">People surround me.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">Boys want to get in with me.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">Money I have,</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">The assets- plenty!</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">The day passes,</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">I smile all through it.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">But as the dark approaches,</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">Lonely I start to feel.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">A home I haven’t got,</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">Love never came to me..</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">Looking at my reflection,</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">I don’t recognize whom I see.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">Tired I feel,</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">Lost I totally am.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">If I cry,</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">Who’ll hold me?</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">The world spins,</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">As I inject some more life into me.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">Slowly I drift away..</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">To a world,</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">Where I believe I’m meant to be.</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">When we realize this, too late it is.</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">And the person- gone.</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">The world is unfair, and we are like its puppets.</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">Before we realize this, the evil gets to us.</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">Dead we feel.</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">Lost we become.</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">Many try to put us down, and yes they do succeed.</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">Not because they have a mastermind,</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">But </span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">Because of our loser hearts.</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">Cry we can, give up like we always do.</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">But why?</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">Try to come up,</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">What is there to lose?</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">Strong we are,</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">We just need to believe.</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">Puppets we are</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">But you can always cut the strings! </span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">Dance to your own tunes,</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">Faith- Have in you.</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">Afraid- you mustn’t be.</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">And watch how you come up, if you have the right will.</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">People are selfish, and we are the biggest fools,</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">The world is unfair, and we are its puppets..</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">But why dance to all of it?</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">Make your own beats,</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">Strike the right chords</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">And make a life of your own.</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">After all music is filled with variety,</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">And you can become one of the finest piece!</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 16px;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">I quickly wear my clothes and wrap myself in the shawl I always carry around. It is late. Way late than it always got. Samuel hands me the money as I walk out of the door. </span></i></span><br />
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<i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Its cold outside and the lanes are empty and quiet. The clicking of my heels is the only sound I hear. I wrap my arms around myself tighter. I clinch the money firmly in my hands as I walk faster. My phone does not stop beeping. It’s him. </span></i></div>
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<i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">I don’t answer. I have no answers for his questions. Or maybe I do. But they aren’t the ones he’d take in, or the ones that I would be able to tell. The phone does not stop ringing. I switch it off and dump it inside my tattered bag. It’s torn and dirty, just like I am. Maybe I’ll soon buy a new bag now that I have some money. But can I replace myself?</span></i></div>
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<i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">I don’t blame him for calling. He’s worried. Well, he would be because of my disappearance of every night. But then, I can tell him nothing. We are both from two different worlds and the truth I cannot tell, at least not now. I need to wait for the perfect time. The time that I don’t know when will arrive. </span></i></div>
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<i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">I keep walking. It starts to rain. My make up starts to shed. </span></i></div>
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<i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">I like the rain. I like how it drenches me. I like to believe that it cleans me. </span></i></div>
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<i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">I don’t look for any shelter.</span></i></div>
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<i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">I throw my bag aside and unwrap myself. Letting my hair lose, I close my eyes and stand. I run my hands through my face. I’m tired. The money is wet. It looks useless. Taking one last look at it, I let it fly with the wind. </span></i></div>
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<i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Picking up my heels in my hands, I take off. I run. </span></i></div>
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<i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">I run away from my past.</span></i></div>
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<i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Tomorrow, I will start again. And if I feel trapped once again, then I’ll wait for it to rain once more. </span></i></div>
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<i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">For now, I’m clean and my past is erased. </span></i></div>
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<i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Yes, tomorrow brings a new beginning and I will run to grab it before its too late.</span></i></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">Warm touch, Caressed love.</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">In your enveloping arms</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">I die.</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">Warm lips, firm grip.</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">When you lift me up,</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">I come alive.</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">Closed eyes,</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">Your breath is all I feel</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">Surrounded by you,</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">That is the only place I want to be.</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">Undying love</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">You make me strong..</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">Your one touch</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">Can bring me back to life</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">“Su, lets click a picture!” </span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I keep all the shopping bags aside and stand besides her. </span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">“Nice! Now keep clicking my pictures in every dress I try.” Sania thumps the camera into my hands and locks herself back in the trial room. </span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">“How do I look?” </span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">“You know you look great, don’t you?” I say, looking up from the book my head was buried into.</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">“No, my hair looks bad. I want my hair to be like yours. Do something about it, will you?” Sania sulks and sits down besides me. </span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I comb the strands of her hair and twist it into a bun. </span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">“So, where is that gentleman taking you?” I ask.</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">“Don’t know yet. It’s a surprise.” She says smiling. “Thanks for doing the hair.” </span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">“Have fun!”</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">“We kissed. And it was amazing.” I open my eyes and see Sania sitting besides me. I roll over and sleep again.</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">“Su. Talk to me. I need to tell you the details.” She tugs at me to get up. </span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">“Tomorrow please. I’m tired.”</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">“Fine. Be a bitch!” She says. She hugs me and falls asleep. I eventually hug her back.</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Sisters are supposed to be close, right? </span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Soul mates. Best friends. Soul sisters.. They are meant to be everything. But it was different with Sania and me. </span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">We were never close. She led her own life, and I led mine. Rarely any secrets sharing, no crying with each other during break ups, no mutual friends, no nail painting together. We were just sisters. Well that is what I always thought.</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">The days passed. And so did months. </span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">The house got busier day by day and Sania grew happier. </span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Soon the big day was about to arrive.</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Coming next: Final Part :)</span></div>
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Meanwhile check out Gotye: Somebody That I Used To Know</span></div>PhilO♥http://www.blogger.com/profile/02754122680372548153noreply@blogger.com29tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4475052592884704909.post-69864459635089740402012-06-02T12:40:00.000-07:002012-06-02T12:40:15.543-07:00Blank Pages..<div style="text-align: justify;">
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 16px;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">It’s funny </span></i></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 16px;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">How people change with time, or rather how we do. Traits that we never knew about suddenly start to surface, and then the relationship starts to get blurry. Long talks are replaced by short conversations, and those friendly warm hugs are replaced with formal ones. What went wrong, we never seem to figure out, nor do we try to mend things. Our minds remain firm, our ego keeps rising. But our hearts? They feel empty. </span></i></span></div>
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<i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">It’s funny </span></i></div>
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<i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">How easily we tend to walk away, or rather how we can watch someone else walk away from our lives. We make somebody feel worthless, or we watch ourselves getting stabbed. When we leave, we tell the other person to hold himself or herself together and to remain strong. But when we are told the same things, we can’t stop our hearts from breaking.</span></i></div>
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<i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">We turn our backs to things and simply walk away from them, thinking that we’ll never have to face them again. But is that really the case? </span></i></div>
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</div>PhilO♥http://www.blogger.com/profile/02754122680372548153noreply@blogger.com43tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4475052592884704909.post-68688037065571595392012-05-29T06:42:00.002-07:002012-05-29T06:42:52.845-07:00Knickers and Love: Part 1<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">“What do you want?” I scream back.</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">“Open up now else watch how I get you screwed.” </span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">She barges into my room. “Ah, look at you. You look like a tramp. Do something with your hair for heaven’s sake.” She says, picking at the strands of my hair. </span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">“Let go of me. What do you want?” I push her away and stare at her angrily. </span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">“Fuck off Sania. You’re the ill mannered bitch.” I scream.</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">“Nor are you telling him that I peed in front of the boys that night just to show them that men don’t rule the roads.” </span></div>
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</div>PhilO♥http://www.blogger.com/profile/02754122680372548153noreply@blogger.com31tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4475052592884704909.post-56084302703155571942012-05-21T07:08:00.001-07:002012-05-21T07:09:10.741-07:00Caressed (Part 4)<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I kiss the grave softly and tears start filling up my eyes. Jake sits down on my lap and wipes my eyes. “Dad is looking at us mom. We have to be brave like he was.” He looks into my eyes and kisses my forehead. </span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">The sun shines on us. The light highlights Jake’s blonde hair that was cut short. Just like his father’s. I hold him tightly and we sit there for hours. He was just like George and he is ours. </span></div>
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</div>PhilO♥http://www.blogger.com/profile/02754122680372548153noreply@blogger.com37tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4475052592884704909.post-50655575583546872952012-05-12T10:03:00.000-07:002012-05-12T10:03:06.268-07:00Caressed (Part 3)..<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">“I’ve learnt to let go of my fears. With time, everything heals.” He holds my hands as we walk.</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Yes, this boy made me go weak on my knees, and gave me goose bumps and butterflies at the same time. The last time I forced myself away from he, he left. And I secretly waited for his return. And now he was back. </span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I braid my hair and tie a ribbon around it. Slipping into my new lace dress, I dab some powder on my face and slip into my heels. </span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">“So you really are back.” I say, on finding him waiting outside my room. “I thought of giving you another chance actually.” He winks at me and offers me his hand. Looking past his hand and taking my eyes off him, I walk away. </span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">The evening passes easily, though I had a bit too much to drink. I tried to keep myself away from George, but it was next to impossible to do so. I kept looking at him. The blaze of the fire highlighted his blonde hair that was now cut short. The white shirt fit him perfectly, and his smile… My eyes refused to move away from him, and my heart couldn’t stop fluttering. </span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">“Fancy a dance?” He lends his hands out to me and breathes into my ears. Without any hesitation, I bury my head into his arms and sway to the music. “I missed you.” He says looking down at me, and lifting up my chin. His lips felt warm as they touched mine. We danced the night away. He later carried me up to my room and put me off to sleep. </span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">“Kate! George is here. Get up” My sister screamed into my ears once again. “Why would I want to see him?” I cover my head with my blanket and kick Mia off my bed. “Cause you, Kate, kissed George last night.” </span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">“What?” I sit up on my bed and stare at Mia. “I kissed George? When?”</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">“Don’t tell me that you really don’t remember a thing” Mia grins at me and walks away. </span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">“Hey Kate” he grins at me.</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">“What do you think you’re doing on top of a tree at this time of the night?” I yawn and pull down the curtains, hoping that he’d go away. But the sounds didn’t stop. </span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">“Be careful. You might fall.” I say.</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">“I’m used to all of this.” He says, as he climbs into my room. </span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">“My father will kill us if he gets to know. You do realize that, right?” Avoiding my question, George pushes me on my bed, and comes over me. “The last time when you ran away from me, I was on top of you. Where will you run now Kate?” He looks into my eyes and I hold on to his gaze. </span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I don’t stop him from kissing me. I run my hands over his bruised chest and back. I let him warm my body. We cuddle into each other and spend the entire night just being with each other. </span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">“I love you Kate.” He says in the morning as he slips out of the window. I close my eyes, unable to believe what all had just happened. </span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Part 3 coming up next.</span><br />
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<i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">My heart skips a beat when you come close to me, and when you put your arms around me, I can’t breathe. I just want to stay that way, not wanting to let go off you. </span></i></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">‘Kate wake up! George is back’ my sister screams into my ears and tugs at me to get up from the bed. For once I don’t mind cause it was George I was going to see. </span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">‘That boy is some sight, don’t you think so?’ I say, peeping from my window. </span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">‘Oh, you’ll get a better view of him tonight. Father has already invited him over for the bonfire’ </span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">‘Come on Kate. You can’t run away from me all the time.” George pants as he finally catches up with me. </span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">‘Someone as fit as you should not be huffing so easily. Where is your stamina gone now, huh?” I turn towards him and start walking backwards, throwing stones at him.</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">‘You know you can’t resist me. Why don’t you just give up, girl?’ He starts moving towards me once again.</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">“Wh..” I trip before I could complete my sentence and before long George was bent over me, his strong arms held me firmly, and his lips almost touched mine. </span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">“Try this with some other girl Sir.” I snap, and push him off me. “Tomorrow, I’ll be gone Kate. You might not get me again.” He calls after me, as I run away once again.</span></div>
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I run from myself. I’ve become someone I fail to recognize. My sides…they float when I’m asleep. </div>
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The pills, the whiskey, the cigars.</div>
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Nothing helps. I have to face the person I have become. The masks I have to shed.</div>
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I want to move, but I can’t. I scream, but nobody can hear. The evil has caught hold of me. It crushes me, and turns me into nothing but smoke. I’m blur and hollow. </div>
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It pricks, and then I feel nothing.</div>
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I float in emptiness. </div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><span style="font-style: italic;">I hide</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><span style="font-style: italic;">Yet you come find me.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><span style="font-style: italic;"> I run</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><span style="font-style: italic;">And you come catch me.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><span style="font-style: italic;"> I say nothing,</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><span style="font-style: italic;">But you listen to my silence.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><span style="font-style: italic;">I'm scared,</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><span style="font-style: italic;">Yet you give me the courage to love you.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><span style="font-style: italic;">I tremble,</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><span style="font-style: italic;">And you hold me.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><span style="font-style: italic;">When I'm shattered,</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><span style="font-style: italic;">You fix me.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><span style="font-style: italic;">When I sit alone,</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><span style="font-style: italic;">You become my shoulder</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><span style="font-style: italic;">You comfort me.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><span style="font-style: italic;">My walls you break,</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><span style="font-style: italic;">My heart you enter..</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><span style="font-style: italic;">In you</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><span style="font-style: italic;">I find myself.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><span style="font-style: italic;">With you</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><span style="font-style: italic;">I leave everything behind.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><span style="font-style: italic;">Every moment</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><span style="font-style: italic;">You make beautiful. </span></span></div>
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</div>PhilO♥http://www.blogger.com/profile/02754122680372548153noreply@blogger.com38tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4475052592884704909.post-74023800278688879592012-03-29T10:39:00.000-07:002012-03-29T10:39:27.999-07:00She Drives Me Crazy All The Time (cont..)<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">My friends teased me, told me that she was a tramp. But I didn't care. </span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I sat besides Sonia, listened to her endless talks without complaining..and started to carry her shopping bags while she went about picking up everything and anything that she saw. </span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I liked having her around. There was something about her. She was always so cheerful, so happy and she didn't care about any damn thing, and when I was with her, I could be myself cause she never judged. </span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">She was the kind of girl with whom I could talk about anything. She was blunt, shameless.. innocent and warm. </span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">She looked beautiful even when she had cheese dripping down her lips, and when she did her funny dance when she got drunk. A funny laugh, and a comforting voice. Yes. That was her, and as time passed, I started falling for her..though I tried to get the thought off my mind.</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">She was a friend.</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Just a friend. </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b><u>3 Years Back</u></b></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">An year passed, and so did the other. Sonia and I were joined to the hip. She was my other half. My best friend. Nothing more. </span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">And then the time came..</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Sonia's parents sent her abroad for her college. I wanted to go along, but my parents couldn't afford it. She wanted to stay, but she couldn't. She left, and I remained here..not knowing how I would go on without her. I was scared that I would lose her.</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">And I wasn't wrong.</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">We spoke for hours everyday. She kept filling me up with the things that she was upto, the guys who lingered around her, and the parties she kept attending. As usual, she went on and on. And I felt that I had no place in her life any longer. I started to avoid her. I started to make my life interesting. I stated to linger around girls, started to party. I didn't need Sonia to have fun.</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">We grew apart. The phone calls decreased, we drifted away.</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"> </span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">And then I stared to miss her.. her blabbering, the way her hair fell over her eyes.. I missed sitting besides her, watching her eat chocolates. </span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I thought about her all the time. That girl was driving me crazy!</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">And then she called me, one fine day. </span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I was going to meet her after three long years! </span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b><u>Present</u></b></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I put on my best clothes, emptied almost half of the axe deo, hoping that she would cling to me like they show in the ads. </span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">She waited for me. In a red dress. As I walked into the cafe, my eyes searched for her. And when I approached her, she flung herself onto me. Finally I can say that the deo worked for me. Or maybe not. Maybe she genuinely wanted to hold me. Now I should shut up. I think I'm blabbering. Does that make me a girl?</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">She had the same warmth, the same old smile. And when we started talking, her eyes shinned, her talks were never ending.</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">And she looked as adorable as she did on the night when I sat besides her on her birthday.</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">She hadn't changed one bit..apart from the fact that I found her even more beautiful now!</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">When she held my hand and said that she had missed me, she drove me crazy once again!</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">******</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Sorry if this was really long. I posted the story in a go, cause I'll be away for a while. Will be back once I get my net connection back :)</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Till then take care.</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Love,</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Philo :)</span></div>
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</div>PhilO♥http://www.blogger.com/profile/02754122680372548153noreply@blogger.com34tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4475052592884704909.post-88577895657452758952012-03-27T12:01:00.003-07:002012-03-27T12:01:53.562-07:00She Drives Me Crazy All The Time :)<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><u><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">Part 1 =)</span></u></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><u>Present</u></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">"Oh My God! It's so good to see you here!" She exclaimed, as she got up to hug me.</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">"Yea, same here." I sheepishly say, ruffling my hair. </span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">She grins at me and starts laughing.</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">"What?" I ask.</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">"Nothing. You're still a couch potato." She says.</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I smile. She hadn't changed at all..</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><u>4 years back</u></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Sonia. </span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">She drove me mad. Like literally insane! From the first day that she sat besides me in the 11th grade, she did nothing apart from driving me crazy. And all my efforts of running away from her went in vain. There was nothing that I could do, to get her off my back. </span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">She spoke a lot. No, she blabbered non stop. She could never keep shut. From pinging me on facebook, to calling me up at odd hours to actually waiting outside my house for me, she was everywhere! She was practically staking me. And the more I tried to get away from her, the closer she tried to come to me. </span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">My friends made fun of her, cause she ate a lot of cheese, didn't care about her weight or her dressing. They found her dumb and she was nowhere near being a girlfriend material. </span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I wanted to get away from her, but then, there was something about that girl. </span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">So, when she invited me for her birthday party, I thought of giving it a try.</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I had no idea about what to gift her. So I landed up with a box of chocolates. I've never really had any girl friends, and the entire female species were like alines to me. I found them weird with their hair straight one day, and all curled up the next day. I mean, seriously, don't they have anything better to do? </span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">As I approached her house, I could see her sitting outside on the porch, wearing a red dress. </span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">She looked adorable.</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Yes, I did say that.</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">She looked so innocent, so pretty. Unlike the usual days, her hair was open, and they fell over her dark brown eyes. Her eyes..they spoke the words of sadness. </span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">"Happy Birthday" I say. I was kind of awkward as it was just the two of us. </span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">"Well thank you. I thought you would not turn up." She says, taking the box of chocolates.</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">"Err..But here I am. So where are the others?" I ask, as I sit down besides her.</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">"You're my only friend" She says as she looks towards me. She says nothing for a while, and then she grins and I can't help laughing when I look at the mess she has made with her lips while eating the chocolates. </span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">"You want one?" She asks. </span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">"Thank you" I say, trying to pick a melted bar of the chocolate. </span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">And so, this is how it all started..</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Next: Part 2 :)</span></div>
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</div>PhilO♥http://www.blogger.com/profile/02754122680372548153noreply@blogger.com23tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4475052592884704909.post-63156707885537897282012-03-24T11:08:00.000-07:002012-03-24T11:16:05.236-07:00I Run To You<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">I don't even know why I called you up tonight. It's not like I had hopes of you answering. Nor did I really expect you to care..</span></i></div>
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<i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">But then, nor did I think that you'd be so cold. </span></i></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">The last time we spoke, an year ago, we decided to part ways. But then, we didn't end it on a bad note. It was all mutual. Nothing was working out. We did say that we'd keep in touch to check upon each other. But then, none of us made a move. We didn't bother to ask if we were fine, or if we required anything. Were you waiting for me to make the first move? </span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">But today, I did make one.</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">I called. </span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">I don't know what I was thinking, but then, I just needed you.</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">I remember you holding my hands and saying that I could come running to you if ever I needed anything. </span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">That you would still be there.</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">But tonight, when my world crashed, and you were the only one I needed..</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">You said I could come running to you.</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">But when I did..</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">And you just turned and walked away.</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Listening to: I Run To You- Lady Antebellum :) </span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">I can't write. Nothing comes to me. I'm just stuck in a phase. I guess I'll come back to writing about something better and different soon..Everything just seems dead.</span></div>
</div>PhilO♥http://www.blogger.com/profile/02754122680372548153noreply@blogger.com34tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4475052592884704909.post-15837725130856078952012-03-20T11:54:00.001-07:002012-03-20T11:54:17.630-07:00Solace..<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b>Running away..</b></span></i><br />
<i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">That is what I've always been doing. Running from every possible thing, from everyone who try to come close to me, to love me.</span></i><br />
<i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">Solace.</span></i><br />
<i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">I find comfort in the dark..the only place I rest in. Hiding under the covers that bind me, that dig into my skin..leaving me in a condition to not feel again. I feel numb. The dark is where I dwell. It gives me the courage to run again.</span></i><br />
<i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">What is it that I'm scared of though?</span></i><br />
<i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">That a gentle touch may bruise me.. That the warmth may burn me.. That the love will turn into hatred one day, and that I will lie hurt, in a position to not run again.</span></i><br />
<i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">I'm afraid to face the reality. I suppress my heart from beating out loud. Scared to be held, but deep down I long to be loved.</span></i><br />
<i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">Lying under the covers and crying my heart out..and when I wake up, I cannot face who I see in the mirror. </span></i><br />
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<i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b>I turn and run.</b> </span></i><br />
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<i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">Deep down, I just run from the person I am. Afraid I am, to love myself..</span></i><br />
<i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">It's only in the dark, when my shadow lets me rest in peace.</span></i><br />
<i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">.....</span></i><br />
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<i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;">Yes I'm back. Finally =)</span> <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;">Hope you've all been good!</span> </span></i><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">And thanks a ton <a href="http://randomrahul.blogspot.in/">Rahul</a> for the lovely post that left me smiling! :D</span><br />
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font: 16.0px Times New Roman"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';">Just because you offer to pay the bills,</span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 16.0px Times New Roman"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';">It doesn’t mean you’re doing anything great.</span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 16.0px Times New Roman"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';">Just cause you offer to come pick me up,</span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 16.0px Times New Roman"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';">Doesn’t mean you’re being a gentleman. </span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 16.0px Times New Roman; min-height: 18.0px"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';"><br /></span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 16.0px Times New Roman"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';">I don’t need your money,</span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 16.0px Times New Roman"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';">Nor do I want a ride in your new BMW.</span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 16.0px Times New Roman"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';">You can keep all that you have,</span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 16.0px Times New Roman"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';">Cause I’ve had enough of you.</span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 16.0px Times New Roman; min-height: 18.0px"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';"><br /></span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 16.0px Times New Roman"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';">You go about yelling at every other guy who talks to me,</span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 16.0px Times New Roman"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';">You act like you own me.</span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 16.0px Times New Roman"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';">No</span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 16.0px Times New Roman"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';">I ain’t your Barbie doll,</span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 16.0px Times New Roman"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';">And you’re not being cool.</span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 16.0px Times New Roman; min-height: 18.0px"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';"><br /></span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 16.0px Times New Roman"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';">You go and brag about your acts to your friends,</span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 16.0px Times New Roman"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';">You think that’s an achievement!</span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 16.0px Times New Roman"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';">Go and try that with your mum,</span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 16.0px Times New Roman"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';">And watch how you get kicked out of your house.</span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 16.0px Times New Roman; min-height: 18.0px"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';"><br /></span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 16.0px Times New Roman"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';">No, don’t put your arms around me,</span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 16.0px Times New Roman"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';">No, don’t shower your gifts on me.</span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 16.0px Times New Roman"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';">Don’t tell me that I’m your sweetheart, </span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 16.0px Times New Roman"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';">Cause you don’t know the real me.</span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 16.0px Times New Roman; min-height: 18.0px"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';"><br /></span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 16.0px Times New Roman"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';">Don’t tell me what not to do, </span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 16.0px Times New Roman"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';">Cause I’ve got a life of my own.</span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 16.0px Times New Roman"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';">You can go pick another girl to ride on</span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 16.0px Times New Roman"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';">In your new BMW! </span></p> <p style="text-align: left;margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font: normal normal normal 16px/normal 'Times New Roman'; min-height: 18px; ">.....</p><p style="text-align: left;margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font: normal normal normal 16px/normal 'Times New Roman'; min-height: 18px; ">With this, I'm signing off for now :)</p><p style="text-align: left;margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font: normal normal normal 16px/normal 'Times New Roman'; min-height: 18px; ">I'll be back in the end of March. Till then, take care. Hope to see you all when I'm back :)</p><p style="text-align: left;margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font: normal normal normal 16px/normal 'Times New Roman'; min-height: 18px; "><br /></p><p style="text-align: left;margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font: normal normal normal 16px/normal 'Times New Roman'; min-height: 18px; ">Love and hugs,</p><p style="text-align: left;margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font: normal normal normal 16px/normal 'Times New Roman'; min-height: 18px; ">Philo =)</p> <br /></div>PhilO♥http://www.blogger.com/profile/02754122680372548153noreply@blogger.com38